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  1. Public Bookmark 89

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    'My name is Nakamura Okuto, 15, gay, and in love with my classmate, Hirose Aiki'

    Nakamura wouldn't have thought twice about thinking of himself in this way. That is until a disasterous fated encounter with another gay guy from school makes him realize that life for a gay man is nothing like his BL manga.

    'M-maybe... Even Hirose would be disgusted...'

    That other boy may be the only one who can understand. Nakamura needs someone to understand.

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    06 May 2026

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    Nakamura wasn’t going to take Hirose's friendship for granted. He had decided that for the rest of their high school years, he was going to smile and take all of this heartbreak and repressed emotions into stride and be the best friend Hirose ever had. And by the time high school got over, they’d be on their separate ways.
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    “Nakamura, when we go to college, move in with me!”

    or, what happens when the guy you've been in love for more than 4 years suddenly asks you to become his roommate, just when you were planning to let him go?

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    01 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    Nakamura Okuto is a shy, closeted gay boy. Who has a very intense crush on his classmate, Hirose Aiki. 

     

    After their trip to Yokohama, they became friends. Which was a massive achievement to Nakamura. 

     

    So the boy gathers up enough confidence to ask Hirose to go to the amusement park.

     

    Then the entire class butted in.

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    24 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 53

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    [ NOT MY WORKS, GANBARE NAKAMURA-KUN BELONGS TO SYUNDEI. ]

    Usually, when a dog’s precious toy departs, it goes far. Far, far away. It's in their instinct to get the thing, animal or object most dear to them, back.

    This isn't about animals, by the way.

    Just tell him, Hirose-Kun.

    TL;DR: Post Volume 2, Hirose fetches feelings for Nakamura, and despite how normally straight forward he is, struggles to deliver that message.

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    23 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 39

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    Nakamura is shy gay and madly in love with Aiki Hirose, but after one to many failed attempts he starts to reconsider if trying so hard to get close to Hirose is a good idea.

    Hirose starts to see a new side of Nakamura though, a side that makes him question everything..

    (Aka an AU where Hirose starts crushing on Nakamura while Nakamura tries desperately to get over Hirose)

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    22 Apr 2026