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    Pressure at the foot of the bed makes the mattress dip, and Jisung experiences what can only be described as waking up into a dream. His brain, foggy with short-lived and restless sleep, registers a number of things that might not make total sense but are received as facts, regardless: there’s a hand tugging at the waistband of his underwear, a pair of knees bracketing his own, and the distinct smell of fire in the air.

    In the darkness of his room, ruby red eyes trail up Jisung’s body before locking on his own.

    or, Jisung’s late-night visitor turns out to not be quite as imaginary as he originally thought.

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    Neil can feel the letter in his pocket, heavy with lead dragging him down. It’s a death sentence disguised like a gift.
    Out of all of the ways he thought he would go, this wasn’t one of them; a gun in hand, a bullet in his chest. Maybe this is his merciful end, maybe he should be grateful. After years of relentless running, fear eating him from the inside out, he’s been offered an easy way out.
    Andrew will wake soon, the slow trickle of a city waking dragging him from fitful sleep. Neil will have to look at his sleep smudged face, eyes soft in the early hours of the day, and tell him. He’ll show him the rumpled letter, his name marked on it in blood red ink.
    He’s had the letter for weeks; he’s been counting down the days, a bomb armed to blow. He doesn’t know how to tell Andrew, he doesn’t know how to prepare himself for the look on his face, crestfallen and utterly devastated and angry. He doesn’t want to see the slow dawning of realization take over his face, a storm of anguish, the knowledge that he’s going to lose Neil for good.
    In the end, it wasn’t the running that got him, it was the staying.
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    In which Andrew is Captain America and Neil is the love of his life.

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    Again, the strange feeling makes an appearance and that's when Nakahara Chuuya feels how strangely sharp its fangs are.

    Longer, more pointed, larger.

    His eyes open, he sees again: there is not only blood on his torso, on his shoulder and on his head. His neck is also bleeding, thin threads run down the pale complexion to soak smoothly into the white.

    Nakahara Chuuya hears again.

    His ears are ringing because all he does is listen to his scream.

     

    [Or also, Chuuya has a nightmare and Dazai comforts him.]

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    17 Oct 2023