Literally_Z4nka



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    Zanka has always had a weird relationship with food. To him, food was a privilege rather than a right. He always considered it normal. He denied his body food so often that his body had stopped giving him hunger signals, a small win in his opinion. The only time in years that he actually felt hungry was when he was in that well, just another failure on his part.

    When he joined the Cleaners, it was a shock to him how easygoing they were when it came to food, especially considering how they don’t have the biggest food supply.

    The Cleaners like to eat together, especially the teams. Being part of Team Akuta meant that he was on a team with the two most stubborn people ever, who can’t take “no” for an answer, especially when it came to eating as a team. Frankly, it was annoying to him. He always tried to avoid them by going to training or moving his food around to look like he had been eating.

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    03 Aug 2026

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    “The Hell Guard were here.”

    His heart freezes and breathing becomes another battle he’s destined to lose. Yep. He really doesn’t like this.

    “They’ve taken Rudo.”

    Fuck.

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    Zanka has to grapple with what price he's willing to pay to bring Rudo home. If he's honest, he's willing to pay any damn price his siblings ask for to keep that little runt safe. Keeping tight lipped on what his plans are, he decides his team don't need to know just how much it's going to cost him. They just need to know he'll get Rudo out of there. No matter what.

    (Set directly after Doll Fest comes to a close, written pre chapter 169)

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    03 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    Zanka is still there, untouched, eyes closed and mouth open. 

    Jabber almost feels like he might cry. He doesn't hesitate to jump on the bed and bury his face in Zanka's neck. It's disgusting, yet it feels so good. 

    The cold, damp skin clings to his own—the smell is nauseating, but Jabber can't help but sigh shakily. His arms encircle Zanka's torso and squeeze tightly. 

    "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I won't leave again. I'm sorry." 

    Zanka doesn't respond. If Jabber stays still enough, he can feel Zanka hugging him back. 

    Jabber's life collapses in a second. He rebuilds it in a week and ends it in a day.

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    01 Aug 2026

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    Worthless, meaningless, a waste of space. That is what he is and always will be. Until the day he dies.

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    29 Jul 2026