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  1. Public Bookmark 54

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    Things are getting pretty bad pretty quickly for Shane. If Ilya wants to assume that Shane is being threatened by a homophobic Montreal player, who would he be to correct him? He just really wants Ilya to be happy, whatever the cost.

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    Alexei Rozanov has a 10 month plan to ruin his little brother and it all starts with his Achilles Heel - Shane Hollander.

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    12 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 52

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    Shane Hollander sends the "We didn't even kiss." text, it is not a mistake.

    He meant it, he meant what he said and he meant what he said after.

    If Ilya Rozanov is to fucking care free to even kiss him, there is no point of keep doing what they do.

    He needs to end this.

    Ilya can't let that happen, he can't lose Shane.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    “I could marry Svetlana,” Ilya says in one breath, like the sentence bores him with its mundanity.

    Shane feels like he’s been pushed from a cliff, left to fall and break his bones, like the lungs just got ripped from his chest, like a bullet was shot on his shameful, stupid, desperate heart.

    He likes her. She makes him happy. In the rare times he said her name in Shane's presence, it brought a smile soft as cotton on the Russian’s face.

    She was there first. She's a woman. She's perfect for Ilya, his lifestyle, and his career. Why would he bother himself trying something more with Shane? Why, when he could have that more with someone who would be so much less complicated?

     

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    Or Shane thinks his love has to be selfish for it to have any worth. Ilya disagrees but that man is circling around the subject from so far away it might as well be from space.

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    12 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    Ilya shows up at Shane’s Montreal apartment for one of their regularly scheduled hookups.

    He intercepts a home intruder hurting Shane.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Shane is aware that he is an absolute mess, with hands trembling and shoulders shaking. His breaths are coming in short bursts, quicker than he is able to control them.

    The confession sits like an elephant between them, and yet, Ilya hasn’t moved, tracing soothing circles between Shane’s shoulder blades.

    “Sweetheart.” His husband’s voice is steady, soothing. “You need to breathe for me, okay? This isn’t good for you.”

    OR, after a night out with J.J. and Hayden, Shane wakes up, certain that he has cheated on Ilya. (Spoiler alert: he hasn’t)

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    11 Apr 2026