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  1. Public Bookmark 61

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    Buck never wanted Eddie to know how dark his head is, doesn’t want to be “exhausting”.
    But when Buck wakes up it’s a bad day and everything comes pouring out, Buck can’t stop it.

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    28 May 2025

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    If you asked Eddie he would tell you the hospital waiting room was going to send him insane. He'd been in it enough to know.

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    Sequel to i feel like i could die and that's be ok . Can be read as stand alone.

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    27 May 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 47

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    The thing is, he didn’t mean to look. Not really. Eddie is not a snooper by nature. Even when he has to look through Christopher’s room to find missing homework, or the gym shirt his son is convinced is in his locker at school, Eddie always feels guilty. Like he’s violating his son’s privacy.

    So he certainly wouldn’t do it to Buck purposefully.

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    23 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Reasons for Buck to stay alive

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    No 24. - Goodbye note

    I’ll miss you the most Eddie.

    Love,

    Buck

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    Buck tries to make a clean exit, a note in a locker and a lifetime of peace for the rest of the team. It’s what’s best for them, what’s best for him. Eddie has other ideas.

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    23 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Buck was going to kill himself and Eddie asks him not to

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    "Unce Buck has ouch.", Jee says in a loud voice, dropping her fork to point at his injured arm.

    Buck would have loved to sink into the ground at that moment. It was bad enough that he was exposing his scars in front of the whole Buckley-Han household, but that Jee was the first to notice gave him the rest.

    He didn't want Jee to see him like this, he didn't want anyone to see him like this.

     

    Or: Buck needs a little bit more conformation to be alive, so he hurts himself, unfortunately is Jee the one to notice it first.

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    23 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Chim helps Buck