9 Bookmarks by Maskiluvs

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  1. Public Bookmark 73

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    Nicky convinces his cousins to join him on a trip to Germany to visit Erik.
    Neil and Kevin are also going with them, of course.

    Cue some misunderstandings and a full schedule of things to do, including visiting Erik's family, going on day trips and possibly even falling in love with your (best) friend.

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    13/13
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    17 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    "Andrew doesn't have friends," Aaron says. Blurts, really—loud and undignified and not what he meant to say. But like a bandaid from a too-fresh wound, it tears him open. "He has things. He just doesn't like that his things"—he makes a maliciously sarcastic set of air quotes—"play nicely together without him."

    If Andrew had been carved from marble, he might have been livelier. Every inch of him now is stone, from the hard set of his jaw to the tension bunching in his thighs.

    "I'm right, aren't I?" Aaron continues. There's something dangerous in him, howling down every synapse and nerve fiber until he's shaking with it. He doesn't have it in him to leash it; not today, not freshly off the high of a potential future built on want and not binding contracts. "You can't stand that you're not in control anymore, that we might not need you."

    "You don't need me," Andrew says, voice gravel.

    "Isn't it enough to want you?" Andrew's eyes go wide, but Aaron isn't finished. "Jesus, don't you get it? It's enough for your pet striker, so why can't it be enough for your own goddamn brother?"

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    14 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    It was their fault. Their girlfriends were always too busy and never had time for them and young men have needs that need be fulfilled. It was only logical Aaron and Kevin latched onto each other. It took only one drunken night of passion and sex to get them to enter into sleeping together frequently. From there, things begin to change as guilt borne of cheating and budding new feelings mix together.

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    Aaron and Kevin are not sure how it happened, but they are falling in love with each other while they are still dating their girlfriends. Should they break off their mutually beneficial agreement or break up with Katelyn and Thea? What was the morally acceptable choice?

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    Chapters:
    3/3
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    25 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    Somewhere in between Kevin getting drafted and Aaron starting med school, their visits became phone calls, and their phone calls became texts, and their texts fizzled out into a string of unanswered green bubbles sinking farther and farther down the list of Kevin’s most recent messages.

    Kevin takes a trade deal to Chicago in the hopes that Aaron might text him back.

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    22 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    With his heart racing, he turned back to the man. His face was quiet with confusion, not anger or aggression like Andrew had assumed, his eyebrows furrowing atop what were the bluest and prettiest eyes Andrew had ever seen.

    (Not the fucking time, Andrew.)

    This guy was still a potential threat. He had a few scars littering his face, a crooked nose from being punched one too many times, and brown unbrushed hair that was currently sticking up against the wall that Andrew had him pressed against.

    “Aaron?” the man asked quietly.

    “Who the fuck is Aaron?” Andrew snarled.
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    Or, the one where Andrew stops for a sandwich and ends up getting a whole lot more.

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    13 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 15

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    Aaron and Andrew are bad at expressing their feelings normally. Kevin and Neil suffer the consequences.

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    10 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 23

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    He doesn't call Andrew, but he does text him. I am taking care of Katelyn's kid now, he types. Katelyn and her husband are dead. He hopes that's enough. Andrew probably won't respond at all, so Aaron turns off his phone and sets it on the arm of the couch. He uses his arm for a pillow and he closes his eyes. He's bone tired from working for sixteen hours and being awake for nearly twenty-four. He curls around Sophie protectively and falls asleep within minutes from sheer exhaustion. He has nightmares, but he doesn't wake.

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    10 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 74

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    “Baby,” And oh, Nicky was all sad eyes on the sun-kissed skin and dark, wild hair. Gaze full of solicitude and heartbreak, “Life can be hard, I know how hard life can be.”
    And then he said “Déjate querer.”
    Let yourself be loved.

    And Aaron said, “I don’t know how to, Nicky.” And it hurt so bad that both cousins' eyes welled up with tears.

    Or: Aaron Minyard’s daily struggles and pretending feelings are optional.

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    Chapters:
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    08 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 33

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    Kevin had been Riko's shadow for a decade and as much as he was happy and relieved to be free of him he also felt an empty ache like a chunk of himself had been removed, spliced and severed from him leaving a bloodied gash in its wake. knowing that Riko no longer existed outside of his head made his chest tighten, it wasn't longing but it was a complete dissection from what he felt was possible. Of course he had known that logically Riko was only a man but that didn't change anything really. Riko was still untouched, a figure leaning over Kevin waiting for him to fault.

    There were a million things Aaron could say that might actually be productive. That it made him irrationally angry that now even Andrew put him behind someone else, that he felt like Neil had stolen his family, that Neil had shown up and he and Kevin understood each other in a way he never could. That they all didn't hate Aaron because he was difficult or dysfunctional but because of who he was, because they all loved Neil. That somehow Neil never tried at school and his GPA was only .0023 lower than Aaron who killed himself studying. That Andrew was the only thing he might've considered home and Neil took him.

    Maybe things change.

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    Chapters:
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    01 Feb 2026

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