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    So, Henry’s life in Sandford is fine. Not demonstrably better or worse than his life in London, just different. And just boring enough that he catches himself hoping something interesting might happen.

    As a police officer, he should have known better.

    (When he's transferred to a new position in the country, Henry expects to be bored and miserable. He doesn't expect to find a gorgeous, vibrant American seemingly determined to drive him up the wall, nor does he expect to end up tracking a murderer—especially when all the clues seemingly point to the man he's helplessly falling in love with.)

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    09 Sep 2025

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    He hates that Alex can see all the ugly parts of him now, knows how weak and stupid he is, instead of the strong and reliable friend he’s tried to be for the last five years, since Henry moved here and accidentally stole Alex’s favourite spot at their local coffee shop.

    “I’m sorry…” Henry says eventually, when he can’t stand the silence for a moment longer. It’s maybe the longest he’s ever known Alex to voluntarily be quiet for, and by the five minute mark it’s unnerving him.

    “Hey,” Alex replies, reaching over to curl his uninjured fingers around Henry’s wrist, pressing lightly against the pulse point there, “you’ve got nothing to apologise for. Not ever, but especially not this, alright?”

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    OR: The first time it happens is an accident, the second time Patrick is drunk and swears it'll never happen again. The third time, Alex breaks his nose.

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    Outsidethefox: Ah, is this your first time here? Welcome to Grindr, where the dick pictures are plentiful and unwanted, and the spelling and grammar are generally atrocious.

    AC/DC: it’s true, i’m a grindr virgin, i’ve mostly dated girls before and y'all are… wild here.

    Outsidethefox: It is certainly an experience. I have only signed in once before myself, but so far the second time seems to be much of the same.

    Outsidethefox: With the exception of this conversion of course.

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    OR: Alex waits until he’s been living in England for an entire week before he finally downloads Grindr.

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    05 Apr 2025

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    As it turns out, distance doesn’t always make the heart grow fonder.

    But this. This is worse than realizing he hasn’t missed English food.

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    Henry likes spicy food. If only he didn’t come to this conclusion at the worst possible time - much to Alex's entertainment.

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    05 Mar 2025

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    The next morning, Alex told his parents goodbye and Henry drove him to the airport, both of them sleep-deprived and solemn. Henry hugged him in the shadow of the Delta help desk and kissed Alex’s lips like Alex was his fucking oxygen, the only thing keeping him breathing. Alex was still hoping, reeling as he stared down the path in front of him that didn’t include Henry.

    It didn’t feel right, pressing his mouth to Henry’s and wondering if it might be the last time.

    Even on the other side of security, with his bag slung over his shoulder, Alex looked back.

    Henry was walking away, toward the giant glass doors, his head hung and his hands in his pockets. Alex watched him go, letting the tears fall from his eyes as Henry disappeared. His heart ripped from his chest as he took the most painful breath he’s ever taken in his life, because Henry was Alex’s oxygen, the only thing keeping him breathing.

    But Henry let him go.

    Henry didn’t ask him to stay.

    So Alex left.

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    04 Mar 2025