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    Oh, The Heart Beats In Its Cage (all our friends, they’re laughing at us) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    30 Mar 2026

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    After coming back from David and Yuna Hollander’s home, Shane and Ilya wake up confused, no longer in the cottage they had confessed their love in.

    They weren’t the only ones confused and out of their homes.

    So many people joined them. Friends, ex-girlfriends, teammates, and even the MLH commissioner.

    All to watch the truth between the two so-called rivals right before their eyes.

    ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━

    The people in this theatre would be getting a whole show full of intimate feelings and everything Shane and Ilya kept closely guarded inside their hearts, even from each other.

    Shane’s eyes crossed Ilya’s and he could instantly tell what Ilya was thinking.

    We are so fucked.

    AKA…the characters of Heated Rivalry react to the show.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    The Undoing of Disaster by

    Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, Game of Thrones (TV), House of the Dragon (TV), A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms (TV)  

    02 Apr 2026

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    With the fate of the world at stake, people have been drawn out of the comforts of not just their homes but their very timelines, to see their future and work towards not fucking it up. Will the plan succeed? Or were somethings just written in stone?

    Let's relax, grab something to drink, and watch the chaso unfold before us. No need to be too serious.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Yesterday is History by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    02 Feb 2026

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    Ilya wakes up confused. He’s pretty sure he fell asleep at home, in bed, with Shane fast asleep in his arms, but he wakes up on a flat surface with a pinch in his lower back. Had he fallen off the bed in the middle of the night? Neither he nor Shane move much in their sleep, but he supposes it isn’t impossible.

    He levers himself up on one hand, stretching out his back slightly as he sits up. He’s definitely not in his bedroom anymore. The room he’s in is large and full of bulky hockey players spread out across the floor. Their soft groans and quiet questions begin to filter in his ears as they wake up as well. He sees some players he knows are on the Voyageurs, some of his own teammates, some coaching staff, and even some WAGs like Jackie Pike and Cassie Boodram. But the most important person in the room is laid out next to him, face slack and peaceful with sleep.

    “Shane,” Ilya urges, shaking him. “Shane, wake up.”

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    The obligatory characters watch their own show fic.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    went home and tried to stalk you on the internet by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    13 Apr 2026

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    a companion piece to back and forth from new york showing the in-world social media response to the events of each chapter!!

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    04 Feb 2026

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    back and forth from new york by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    13 Apr 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    04 Feb 2026