N0esis
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Seonghwa is a calm and polished Formula 1 driver, giving his all to avoid making any mistakes—both in and out of the car. Yet, he struggles to end up on the podium.
Hongjoong is an arrogant young rookie, relying on instinct and risky moves.
So when, with seven races left in the season, Kim Hongjoong joins his team, Seonghwa's professionalism is on the verge of shattering.
Except losing his composure is not something Park Seonghwa can afford.
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Hongjoong has always felt an open hole in his chest. Yunho's presence, ever since high school, had put a bit of tape on that breach, to prevent his guts from spilling out of him.
Except Yunho is no longer here. And the tape came off with him. Every day after, Hongjoong has felt extremely empty and weary. Without the tape, the hole in his chest has let his insides flow out of him, nibbled away at his body and soul, leaving only nothingness behind.It's midnight, and Hongjoong has decided to end his life today. Like his best friend did a year ago.
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Or: Hongjoong sees no reason to endure his own existence for another day. This life has nothing left to offer him anyway—it never had anything to offer him in the first place. However, when he decides to end it, fate throws Park Seonghwa into the life he no longer wants. And just like that, Hongjoong learns that maybe life still has a few surprises in store for him.Thanks to Park Seonghwa, Hongjoong learns what it means to hear, see, smell, touch, and taste.
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Because of human greed destroying the planet, water became a rare and precious resource. To compensate for the lack of water, the citizens had to regularly donate the one contained in their bodies. People were assigned a date on which they would die, so that the government could reclaim the liquids contained in their flesh.
In such a world, not crying became a form of rebellion for Hongjoong, and he promised himself to never shed tears again. To do so, it was easier to stay alone, to not get attached.
But Park Seonghwa, a young man with shining eyes and smooth skin who cried all the time, poured into Hongjoong life without warning.
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“I think the sky has never been more beautiful. Do you see how bright the stars shine, Hongjoong ?”
His voice had the delicate texture of silk, carefully enveloping Hongjoong's heart.
“Yes, I see that.”
(No. I'm looking at you.)
Maybe the sky was really beautiful tonight, and maybe he was really missing out. But the truth was, Hongjoong literally didn't give a shit. Because, if the sky had never been more beautiful, Seonghwa had never been more bewitching. If the stars were shining, Seonghwa was absolutely dazzling.
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- J'ai l'impression que le ciel n'a jamais été aussi beau. Tu as vu comme les étoiles brillent, Hongjoong ?
Sa voix avait la texture délicate de la soie, enveloppant minutieusement le cœur de Hongjoong.
- Oui, j'ai vu.
(Non. C'est toi que je regarde).
Peut-être que la voûte céleste était réellement splendide, ce soir, et peut-être qu'il ratait vraiment quelque chose. Mais à vrai dire, Hongjoong n'en avait littéralement rien à foutre. Parce que, si le ciel n'avait jamais été aussi beau, Seonghwa, lui, n'avait jamais été aussi envoûtant. Si les étoiles brillaient, Seonghwa était absolument éblouissant.
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"I'm sorry," Hongjoong fumbled to stand up. "I'm not what you're looking for. This is a bad idea. I don't have any experience, and you know exactly what you want."
Or, Hongjoong is trying to figure out what being a Dom means to him and Seonghwa is ready to have some fun while he looks for his next husband.
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28 Dec 2025
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“George is not my boyfriend,” Max responds automatically. Then, “he’s mad at me again.”
“What did you do?”
“Nothing. He’s always mad at me.”
No one bats an eye at them, not really. It’s an open secret around the paddock that they sometimes fuck when they’re not fighting and sometimes when they are fighting. It’s stress-relief, sex you don’t need to sign an NDA for. It works even if George causes him more stress than he relieves. At least he’s quiet with a dick in his mouth. Sometimes.
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24 Dec 2025
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Seonghwa accidentally dances on an undercover cop at a rave, and Hongjoong, said undercover cop, is at his wits end dealing with him.
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15 Nov 2025
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Yunho hadn't meant to get so drunk so early, he really hadn't. He was just going to have a respectable shot before he left his hotel room, and wait at least until the reception to get obliterated.
But he'd thought of that plan without accounting for the fact that he was never going to sleep through the night before Mingi's wedding. And without then factoring in how fidgety, how edgy he gets when he hasn't slept. And certainly, dear horrified bystander, without putting a single thought to the fact that there's no exact definition of what a "respectable shot" is when you're on your way to watch the man you love marry someone else.
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14 Nov 2025
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There are three simple rules in Seonghwa (and Hongjoong!!!!)’s apartment:
1. Take off your shoes indoors (“We’re not wolves around here, Hongjoong. We don’t frolic in the mud.”)
2. Do your chores; everyone has their share in this house
3. Do not—under any circumstances!—touch Seonghwa’s wine collection (triple exclamation marks)
or: hongjoong knows seonghwa is a vampire. he just needs to prove it.
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- Part 1 of sunburn
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22 Oct 2025