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  1. Public Bookmark 82

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    After Shane walks out on Ilya following the tuna meltdown, he meets Rose Landry, who promptly clocks him as gay and drunkenly encourages him to get over the guy he's pining for through Grindr meetups. Slutty Shane Hollander ensues, but hookups aren't as satisfying as Shane imagined them to be.

    grindr au! my first work on ao3/my first fanfic in general! this will mostly be slutty shane (in a twisted kind of way i think) but hollanov will be end game i pinky promise.

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    15 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 57

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    Shane was still zooming in at the photo his boyfriend sent. Ilya was standing in front of the mirror, in his bedroom, muscled breastplate in sight, a red cape leaning from his shoulders and a gold leather skirt cut short enough to make Shane’s jaw tighten despite himself. He felt a growing tension in his pants.

     

    Shane wondered if he was wearing anything under that skirt. Suddenly he decided he’d rather find out for himself.
    Kneeling.

     

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    Shane decides to wear a butt plug for a 2h drive trying not to come, only to see Ilya in a Gladiator costume.

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    15 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    Hollander's parents must be supportive and nice, if he's thinking of coming out to them. Ilya doesn't even dare to fantasize about coming out to his family. The closest he's come to that are the nightmares about being outed. He doesn't want to even think what that would entail for him. But he knows.

    Fuck Hollander. He even managed to make Ilya feel sorry for him. Because Ilya can't fathom how dreadful life would be without the option to choose a nice woman to learn to love, if circumstances ever got dire. But Hollander won't have to think of that anymore. Which is nice, of course. Ilya is not a monster. But fuck him.

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    OR: Shane Hollander comes out in 2012 and he's determined to prove he can be queer, Asian, and the best player in the league. Ilya Rozanov is none of those things. Except maybe the last one.

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    15 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 61

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    Shane and Ilya get into nasty fight that leads them to a break up. They will have to learn how to live without the other one's presence after so many years.

    When they eventually meet up again, Ilya is playing for Ottawa and everything falls apart again. At least now they can have confrontation, and maybe finally close a chapter.

    Shane can't forgive him. Ilya can't live without him anymore.

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    15 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    Ilya takes Shane to a club with Harris and Troy.
    Ilya realises that some girl is hitting on Shane but Shane is totally unaware of the situation.

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    14 May 2026