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Dean woke up one morning and he had a dream in which he went through his whole life and he knew the ending of his life and Sam's life. So he decided to change his brother's destiny no matter what. Dean chose to disobey his father's orders and Sam got sent away. But Sam, as Dean's little brother, he also decided to disobey...
Chinese version is here（中文版链接）: https://archiveofourown.org/works/72101406/chapters/187694996
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21 Feb 2026
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Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.
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"You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"
Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.
Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.
"What?" Dean grits out.
"I love you, too."
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17 Feb 2026
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in the stillness, we mend by pinkpilot
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
21 Aug 2025
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Viktor lets out a quiet laugh, though it carries no joy. He feels doomed. “You always were the optimist, Jayce. But optimism does not erase the past. It does not undo what I have done and what I almost did. Just because it did not happen in this world it does not mean that it didn’t happen at all.”
The words hang between them, a challenge and an invitation all at once. Viktor’s chest tightens, his mind a whirlwind of conflicting thoughts and emotions. Inevitably, his eyes land on the fingertip shaped scars that decorate Jayce’s forehead like a circlet, a forever-reminder of Viktor’s actions. The weight of his guilt is not something he can set down so easily, especially with his most recent problem.
“Viktor, you don’t need to–”
“I need some air,” Viktor says abruptly, stepping around Jayce and heading for the door. Jayce doesn’t stop him, though Viktor can feel his gaze lingering as he steps outside.
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In which Viktor and Jayce end up somewhere else, healed by the Arcane and given a second chance at life, one that comes with old regrets, lingering love and an unexpected complication. A pity they're both too emotionally constipated to sort it out just yet.
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05 Mar 2025
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In a world where monsters are real, the humans were able to control them and are now using them to fight for their wars.
The sergeant Soap Mactavish from the military task force 141 is finally able to summon is own monster, wich he names Ghost.
But as Ghost refuses to cooperate with humans, so Soap must find a way to gain his trust.
Although the whole world seems to be telling them to stay away from each other, they are nevertheless drawn hopelessly closer to each otherA love story, intertwined with war and questions of humanity.
How will the soldier and the not so heartless monster find each others ?
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03 Jun 2023
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Ghost turned around quicker than Soap thought possible for such a bulky man. He bent down to cage Soap in on the seat with a hand resting on each side on the armrests, looming over him. His expression was unreadable as he looked down at him and he in return looked up at him, forcing his mouth shut, any protests dying in his throat.
"I want you. Not anyone, you." He almost growled in a whisper and Soaps throat felt dry like sandpaper, he couldn´t help but swallow. His adams apple bobbed and Ghosts eyes followed the movement, expression again unreadable but he saw a glint of something in his eyes when he met Soaps eyes again.
"Okay." Soap answered in a whisper, licking his dry lips while unable to avert his gaze from brown eyes. Ghost looked down at his now split slick lips for a split second before turning away to the windows again, taking the warmth that had spread to Soaps limbs with him.
Oh. Oh.
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Ghost is the CEO of a game develop company and Soap is a very overworked and hard working employee at said company.
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03 Jun 2023