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  1. Public Bookmark 94

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    Hyunjin hates sweets, plain and simple, so when he waltzes (read: is dragged) into Sunshine Sweets ice cream parlor at 10 AM on a Saturday, he's wholly unprepared to get hooked on a particular scent; never mind the fact that the scent in question doesn't seem to exist in any one flavor, and never mind the fact that the ice cream parlor is manned by a literal Angel with a surprisingly strong stubborn streak.

    Felix hates his scent – not because it's bad, but because no amount of scent patches or neutralizer seem able to disguise it; and because it's gotten him more attention that he'd personally like. He does love sweets, though, so hiding in plain sight at an ice cream shop is a pretty fair trade. Never mind the fact that a seemingly-masochistic, ice-cream hating Alpha keeps showing up. Never mind the fact that Felix can't seem to get said Alpha's scent out of his head.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    ch3

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    Hyunjin has been at JYPE psychiatric facility for six months, and he has no intention of leaving. He's perfectly happy deflecting questions about his feelings, tonguing his meds, and sharing a singular (illegal) iPod nano with Jisung, Seungmin, and Innie. So what if he can't exactly remember chunks of his childhood, and so what if the mere notion of rejection makes him want to rip his hair out? So what if he's running out time before he's passed on to the next inpatient hospital?

    Felix has been a dancer for the Poirot Ballet since he was thirteen, and he has no plans of stopping dance (or his determined path towards perfection) any time soon, no matter how much his body wants to take him out of the game. So when he's sentenced to two weeks of mandatory inpatient treatment for a supposed 'Adderall dependency', he's less than thrilled. After all, he's been nothing but a perfect, moldable, emotionless doll for years. How is he supposed to fake a sickness he doesn't have, while keeping his actual 'illness' secret?

    And why does that asshole Hwang Hyunjin have to be so goddamn beautiful?

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    17 Dec 2025

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    ch30

  3. Public Bookmark 73

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    In the Black Sector, there is no room for weakness, especially if you're an omega. Min Yoongi knows this better than anyone. His stigma is not only the black chip embedded in his wrist but also his very nature, which makes him a target for any alpha. His only protection is his work for a local gang and a supply of dirty, dangerous blockers. But when his very life is on the line, not just his survival, Yoongi is faced with a choice: accept his fate or risk everything in a desperate attempt to break free. Even if the price of freedom proves to be too high.

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    06 Dec 2025

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    ch8

  4. Public Bookmark 63

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    As soon as he stopped coughing, he hoped it was just phlegm. It had to be just that. It had to be. Felix opened his eyes, slowly pulling the tissue away from his mouth and folded it right away, in a way that made it impossible to check the inside. Even like that, though, the crimson blood staining it was very much obvious. There was no way he could continue putting it off – he already knew, anyway. Deep down, he just knew.

    But even though Felix knew, there was no way for him to stop the way his heart dropped when the tissue was fully unfolded.

    Right there, in the center, laid a yellow flower petal.

    OR: Felix has hanahaki but has no idea who he has a crush on. Oh and he keeps it a secret – he doesn't want the attention.

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    30 Oct 2025

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    ch14

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    A quiet life between guilt and hope.

    Felix lives.
    Not because he wants to — but because he survived.

    Since the accident that took everything that once defined him, he’s been moving through the world like a shadow. He functions. Day after day. He smiles when people expect him to. He speaks when silence would be noticed.
    Emotions are a luxury. Closeness is a threat.

    But one day, he stumbles into the lives of a shared apartment that changes everything. Seven people — loud, imperfect, alive — pull him out of the silence he once mistook for safety. They don’t look away when he hides. They are seven strangers who show him that closeness doesn’t always mean pain.

    With each passing day, the walls he’s built around himself begin to crumble, until the control he’s fought so hard to keep threatens to break apart completely.

    And Felix faces a choice:
    Will he keep survivin or finally start living?

     

    ~ a found family story - with slow burn Hyunlix ~

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    31 Oct 2025

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    ch14