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No Shortage of Fears (and Far too Many Wants) by Fmntealeaves
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
31 May 2026
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When Till washes Ivan's hair after they sleep together, Ivan will tilt his face up, lashes fluttering, and just close his eyes. In those moments, Till counts the seconds. It takes two seconds for Ivan's eyebrows to furrow, taut with the exertion of not being able to see what Till will do next. In five, the corner of Ivan's eyes will crinkle, shuddering with a weight that leads men to cower behind closed eyelids. In ten, Ivan will start to squirm, mouth pressing tight before his lips part, and in one single breath, Ivan's eyes will open slowly to reveal a lifetime of heartbreak.
In a twisted game of baton-pass, Ivan's expression of sorrow forces Till to close his own eyes, hiding from the confessions unspoken between them.
Till's been so fucking stupid.
Ivan had been asking for a kiss this whole time.
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01 Jun 2026
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This is what love feels like, Ivan thinks dazedly as Till nuzzles into his jaw, trailing kisses down the length of his neck and murmuring praise into the sweat-damp skin there. Love is being ruined by the same person who will put you back together.
ivan has always been the odd one out in every room; too polished to connect with his classmates, too socially awkward for his wealthy family's reputation. his attempt to find some form of human connection ends in a brutal violation that leaves him broken — until he falls in love with a man who adores every part of him.
every part. including the broken ones, because he was the one who broke ivan apart in the first place.
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28 Apr 2026
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not enough trust to believe, not enough feeling to care. by prettyboykatsuki
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
04 Aug 2023
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akito shinonome is not jealous of that guy you went to highschool with. no matter how irritated seeing you two together makes him.
[ akito shinonome x fem!reader ] + [ cross-posted on tumblr ]
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03 Mar 2026
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Ivan knows he’s in the wrong for being so fascinated by this kid who barged into his life and made an impression that Ivan just can’t shake. There’s no justifying it, it’s wrong. As such, it’s his responsibility to ditch Till, but try as he might, and by God he’s tried, the kid clings much too stubbornly to him. It seems like he’ll do anything to keep Ivan’s attention, and he does mean anything.
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03 Mar 2026
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'Cause the minute that we're through, snap back like a yoyo, baby by dollsdivinity
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
01 Jul 2025
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Ivan opened his mouth, but nothing came out. Just a shaky breath. His thighs tremble where they straddle Till, every inch of him strung tight with need. His fingers dug into Till’s shoulders, trying to hold himself still.
Till didn’t blink.
Ivan’s gaze drops, cheeks flushed, chest rising hard against his ribs.
“Please.”
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22 Jan 2026