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on hiatus :(
Azriel’s life is utter dogshit these days.
While his friends and family are all blissfully paired off, living their dream lives, Azriel spends his nights in strangers' beds, numbing himself with whatever he can snort, drink, or smoke. He’s drowning in feelings he refuses to confront, and Rhys only makes it worse by stacking an endless mountain of work on his plate.
And now, to top it all off, he’s stuck working with that sharp-tongued ginger to take down Beron. Just his luck.
Healing is brutal. It strips you bare, drags you through the dark, and sometimes it feels like the darkness might swallow you whole before you ever see the light.
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on hiatus :(
Azriel’s been in a bit of a rut lately—not that anyone can blame him. Getting rejected by your very straight best friend is bad enough, but when that friend is Cassian, the walking wet dream who hugs too long and says I love you with a “no homo” slapped on the end?
Yeah. Brutal.
The heartbreak’s starting to bleed into his mood, his streams, his everything—until Eris Vanserra, redheaded menace and certified problem, offers him a solution: fuck someone on camera. Just once. Shake off the funk. Make a show of it.
Azriel agrees. Maybe if Cassian sees what he’s missing, he’ll finally get it. Maybe it’ll hurt a little. Good.
But once Eris has him—writhing, begging, pushed face-down and shaking from overstimulation—Azriel forgets all about Cassian.
Or: a self-indulgent Camboy!Azriel Au bcs I'm a slut
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Letters exchanged by Azriel and Eris over the years for Day 3 of Azris week - Contact
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Nusay's tumblr banned art by Nus4y
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
05 May 2025
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I keep getting my art flagged on tumblr so here it is :)
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Bark Like You Want It by Nus4y for g00segirl
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
05 Apr 2025
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He was nothing but a pet to them, wasn’t he? A trained dog that stayed still and quiet while they discussed their matters.
He hated it. He did!
But a part of him... loved it.
His thoughts spiralled, confusion blending with the heat spreading across his skin. No, I’m not a pet. He wanted to protest, to argue, to remind them of the warrior he once was—the spymaster of the Night Court.
Yet every word seemed to stick in his throat, silenced by the knowledge that, in this moment, Rhysand owned him completely.Or: Azriel serves as the Inner Circle's personal cocksleeve
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"HEEEAT!"
Shane trembles. He can't be, it isn't possible. No omegas have gone into heat on the actual ice in years, not with heat suppressants and timing the cycles and --
"Fucking hell, Shane," says Hayden as he grabs his hand, hauling him onto his skates. His familiar beta scent calms him a little. "How did this even happen?"
"I don't know." Shane blinks. "Are they really going to call a..."
"HEAT BREAK!" The umpire yells, to a roar from the crowd, the biggest Shane has ever heard in his years playing hockey.
Omegaverse hockey AU: If an omega goes into heat in the middle of a hockey game...well, one of the alphas is just going to have to help him out. Which is fine, as long as it's not that annoying cocky Russian guy
Please take note of the dubcon tag
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Brucie!™ is a volunteering and virtual pet mobile application in which the user tends to a cartoon version of Bruce Wayne. Brucie, as a party boy and an idiot, is always falling into mishaps. The user’s job is to complete volunteering tasks in order to care for Brucie and earn in-game currency to purchase items, clothing, and accessories to decorate him and his home.
When Clark started using the Brucie!™ app, he intended it to be a fun and easy way to volunteer for a good cause. He didn't anticipate how quickly he would get sucked into Bruciemania.
For separate reasons, Bruce didn't anticipate how easy it was to get sucked into the app either.
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Whispers of Flesh and Shadow by The_magnus_fan
Fandoms: ACOTAR, A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
08 Mar 2025
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A chance encounter with Cassian’s brazen display sparks a charged game that draws Nesta and Azriel into a night of unrestrained desire. Power shifts, boundaries blur, and the air crackles with their tangled heat—leaving chaos in their wake and a whispered promise of more to come.
Bookmarked by Nus4y
15 Mar 2025
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as these days watch over time by Renegade_Reaper
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
26 Feb 2025
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“It’s therapy and house arrest, or Stillwater. You pick.”
Vi’s eyes narrow. She pulls one foot onto her seat, wraps her arms around her knee and inspects the dried blood beneath her fingernails. Therapy. Like she was some sad Piltie who didn’t get enough sun. “I don’t need some shrink to tell me what to do.” She mutters.
“Well, the Council says you do, so. Pick one.”
Vi’s knee bounces. She bites at a hangnail, the taste of copper sitting heavy on her tongue. Either way, it was a trap. She’d stay here, haunted by newer ghosts and picking apart wounds, or she’d be sent back to be haunted by old ghosts and inevitably get new wounds. She had no doubt everything she said in a shrink’s office would be fed back to Sevika. To Caitlyn. To whoever asked for it.
Then again, they wrote reports on the prisoners in Stillwater, too. She couldn’t imagine how many eyes had been on hers over the last decade.
“Fine,”
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Vi breaks. Sevika bends. They find a way forward, together.
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- Part 3 of without you is how i disappear
Bookmarked by Nus4y
13 Mar 2025
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Wings in Fire's Embrace by wordsofwakingdreams
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
01 Mar 2025
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Azriel has faced the wrath of the world for being different. From being half-Illyrian, to wielding shadows, to having a sexual preference to males, Azriel has both been ostracized, and ostracized himself. Told in three vignettes, this is a story of insecurity, homophobia, and acceptance.
Vignette 1: The First time Azriel Tries to be with a Male
“Maybe we should go slow tonight? I’ve never-” before Azriel could finish, his wrists were bound before him. His knees hit the cold ground first. Then, a jagged rock dug into his wing as Azriel was forced onto his back.
Vignette 2: The Autumn Court Assembly at Eris's Side
“He is my mate! He is who I have chosen, regardless of fate’s intervention. Make no mistake. I chose him just as The Cauldron chose him. You are to respect him as you respect me. More so, if ever that were possible.”
Vignette 3: At Home with Eris (mild BDSM setting/reference, but no actual sex - not graphic/smut, but PTSD)
"Azriel’s wings twitched.
Not trapped...Tell him.
Azriel’s shadows spun cyclones around his head."TW: Violence, PTSD, homophobia, assault, bullying (Illyrian race-related), sexual assault, flashbacks
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- Part 2 of Azris Obsession
Bookmarked by Nus4y
02 Mar 2025