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• The first time I loved you by Pickled_cumber

  Fandoms: orginal characters - Fandom  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
  • F/F, F/M, M/M
  • Work in Progress

  02 May 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Major Character Death
  • Orginal x Orginal
  • OC - Character
  • Alexzander
  • Dakota
  • Anna
  • Robert.
  • the Winston’s
  • uncle Freddie
  • Ms Smith
  • ms Brown
  • Idiots in Love
  • Homosexuality
  • Period-Typical Homophobia
  • Internalized Homophobia
  • Homophobia
  • Homophobic Language
  • Gay Sex
  • Boys in Love
  • Physical Abuse
  • Verbal Abuse
  • I’m insane
  • Abusive Father
  • I don’t know if this is period accurate
  • they are not good at feelings
  • Dakotas the goat
  • Alexzander is not ok in the head
  • Anna is the best
  • Period-Typical Sexism
  • They are lowkey rich
  • They are both assholes
  • Cheating
  • Threats.
  • Guns
  • self hate
  • self love.
  • Alexzander be tweaking

  Summary

  Life isn’t ever good or easy and it’s never gonna be good to Alexzander the gay Scottish American boy (not in this lifetime)

  Series

  • Part 1 of The Flower in the Forest

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,579

  Chapters:

  3/?

  Kudos:

  1

  Hits:

  45