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  1. Public Bookmark 38

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    Shane knows he and Ilya need to talk about what’s growing between them. Ilya has a different idea of what they should talk about, and some very specific ideas about what Shane should be allowed to say.

    Or: a remix of the Tampa hotel room scene, with a lot less growing emotional honesty and a lot more undernegotiated humiliation kink.

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    23 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    Bodies are easy, warm, and solid, not hazy like memories. Ilya likes his: likes how it looks, how strong it is, how fast it can go. What he likes even more is watching it collide with others: on the ice, in the club, on rumpled sheets of nondescript hotel rooms. Like a vulture addicted to flesh, Ilya circles the periphery of danger, searching for warmth, hooking his sharp claws into anything that touches. If sometimes those things leave him ravenous, so be it. He’s never one to beg again.

    Ilya moved to Ottawa for Shane. This is him in his first real relationship.

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    23 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 81

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    “I—” Hollander took a deep breath. “I said you could—”

    His face reddened deeper, but he soldiered on. The words came out in a rush. “Dowhateveryouwanttome.”

    Ilya tightened his grip on Hollander’s chin. “What was that?”

    Hollander raised his eyes to the ceiling, looking pained in a way Ilya knew had nothing to do with the hard press of Ilya’s fingers.

    “We agreed you could do whatever you want to me,” he said more clearly, sounding a little bit despairing.

    OR: Shane and Ilya make a bet. The winner takes it all.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    “Oh, fuck off,” he snaps. “I don’t want to do this right now, Rozanov.”

    “Then why did you pick up?” Rozanov asks, voice still low. He asks it as if he doesn’t need an answer.

    Ilya calls Shane whenever he wants. Shane doesn’t know why he always answers.

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    20 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 91

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    They have to get out of this fucking bed.

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    17 Apr 2026