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• It's a familiar feeling, but that doesn't make it hurt less by Qwertydog17

  Fandoms: Empires SMP  

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  06 Nov 2025

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  • Jonny | Pixlriffs (Video Blogging RPF)
  • Xornoth (Empires SMP)
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  • My First AO3 Post
  • Mild Blood
  • Minor Injuries
  • Kidnapping
  • torture?
  • Blood Drinking
  • not really actually
  • More like licking the blood off a weapon
  • almost panic attack
  • Like they should be having a panic attack but isn't bc trauma says no
  • Thoughts of Self-harm
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Implied/Referenced Religious Trauma
  • Self-hate thought spiral
  • self-hate
  • Self-Sacrifice
  • Like to a extreme degree
  • Religious Guilt
  • The Copper king gets visions/nightmares
  • it's mentioned like once
  • Past Suicide Attempts

  Summary

  Pix was used to loneliness, enduring pain in silence.

  He would easily suffer for his friends.

  Besides, he deserves pain, doesn't he?

  What a pathetic mess he is.

  A short fic mostly about Pix self-hate spiralling and a demon that just makes everything so much worse

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,220

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

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  Kudos:

  6

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