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   Dealer's Choice by hatedthat_thanks

   Fandoms: NASCAR RPF  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   10 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Connor Zilisch/Shane van Gisbergen
   • Connor Zilisch
   • Shane van Gisbergen
   • Dale Earnhardt Jr. (NASCAR)
   • Alternate Timelines
   • Time Loop
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • they call it a time loop because you have a bad Time
   • if you're him and he's him and i'm me then who's driving
   • Slow Burn
   • Cosmic Horror
   • Supernatural Illnesses
   • Existential Angst
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • Past Character Death
   • Rivals to Friends to Lovers
   • Identity Issues
   • Fear of Abandonment
   • Developing Relationship
   • Awkward First Times
   • Psychological Horror
   • Thematically-Important Physical Intimacy
   • Fear of Death
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • also: NON-Canon-Typical Violence
   • Trust Issues
   • Multiple Selves
   • Age Difference
   • (always between adults but in several variations due to Time Things going on)
   • wherein nobody is promised an objectively happy ending to their story but hey: neither are you and neither am i

   Summary

   Connor had the dream for the first time after he went into the wall at Talladega.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   222,589

   Chapters:

   21/21

   Comments:

   153

   Kudos:

   43

   Bookmarks:

   11

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   2,076

   Bookmarked by RebeccaGarner

   08 Sep 2025

   Bookmarker's Notes

   ch. 1 murdered me i must bookmark so i get notifs for all the other murdering me chapters