Self_Indulgence



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    Shane Hollander loves two things: hockey and his infuriatingly clingy husband.

    When Ilya slams into an unexpected rut on the ice, Shane’s the only one who can get him home before things turn feral.

    What starts as a very intense, very ill-timed rut turns into late-night guilt, broken pride, and an impossible wish for a family Shane will never be able to carry—
    until a specialist, an ultrasound, and a tiny heartbeat say otherwise.

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    “Oh, so you have problem with LGBTQs?” Rozanov leans back against the counter, chest puffed out, nipples tight. Shane has the distinct feeling Rozanov is toying with him, like a cat with a cornered mouse. But Rozanov’s smile is so soft, and for some reason, that makes Shane even more nervous.

    “Fuck! No, I don’t—”

    “If you have boner when I am fucking men—”

    “What the fuck, Rozanov?” Shane can feel his pulse in his head, like someone is beating two ball peen hammers right against his temples. He blinks hard. Fuck, he can barely see straight.

    “—you might be LGBTQs. So I think you should not have problem, yes?"


    Or: Ilya and Shane navigate sharing a house.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    With a cold on the way, Eddie drinks the tea a shop owner on a call swears will cure what ails him and dreams of six other lives with one thing in common.

    Buck.

     

    Well, Buck may have been right about that tea. He probably shouldn’t have trusted it. Cure for a cold, Eddie’s ass. Because now he’s here, caught in a dream with his full consciousness. Eddie blinks a few times, trying to wake up, but that doesn’t work.

    He can control his dream but he can’t leave it, apparently. Not by his choice.

    Fuck.

    Or …?

    Actually, now that Eddie thinks about it, this could be fun. Living another life, one that his dad’s traditional views would have never allowed. Not that Eddie harbored secret cheerleader dreams but who hasn’t wondered about the various paths their life could have taken?

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Eddie gets a vibrator.

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    28 Jan 2026

  5. Rec 57

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    "You still need to get out of your own head, right?"

    Another nod that Bobby doesn't even see, but he keeps going.

    "What if you had someone you trusted, that could get you out of your own head.  Not meaningless, but no commitments either so you could keep looking for something more serious."

    For a second Buck just stares, not quite sure what he's getting at.  

    And when it hits him, it knocks the wind from his chest and a laugh so loud it reverberates through the cab of the truck because there's no way on God's green earth Bobby is suggesting what Buck thinks he's suggesting.  

    But then he finally turns to look at Buck and there's caution in his gaze, but heat too and Buck's never been one to spare a second thought at a man who looks at him like that but this is Bobby and his cock stirs and is instantly on board with whatever Bobby is offering.  

    "Uhhh....."

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    11 Jan 2026