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I love you over and over again by azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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Shane Hollander loves two things: hockey and his infuriatingly clingy husband.
When Ilya slams into an unexpected rut on the ice, Shane’s the only one who can get him home before things turn feral.
What starts as a very intense, very ill-timed rut turns into late-night guilt, broken pride, and an impossible wish for a family Shane will never be able to carry—
until a specialist, an ultrasound, and a tiny heartbeat say otherwise.Series
- Part 1 of I love you over and over again
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27 Feb 2026
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And They Were Roommates by hoko_onchi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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“Oh, so you have problem with LGBTQs?” Rozanov leans back against the counter, chest puffed out, nipples tight. Shane has the distinct feeling Rozanov is toying with him, like a cat with a cornered mouse. But Rozanov’s smile is so soft, and for some reason, that makes Shane even more nervous.
“Fuck! No, I don’t—”
“If you have boner when I am fucking men—”
“What the fuck, Rozanov?” Shane can feel his pulse in his head, like someone is beating two ball peen hammers right against his temples. He blinks hard. Fuck, he can barely see straight.
“—you might be LGBTQs. So I think you should not have problem, yes?"
Or: Ilya and Shane navigate sharing a house.
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26 Feb 2026
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With a cold on the way, Eddie drinks the tea a shop owner on a call swears will cure what ails him and dreams of six other lives with one thing in common.
Buck.
Well, Buck may have been right about that tea. He probably shouldn’t have trusted it. Cure for a cold, Eddie’s ass. Because now he’s here, caught in a dream with his full consciousness. Eddie blinks a few times, trying to wake up, but that doesn’t work.
He can control his dream but he can’t leave it, apparently. Not by his choice.
Fuck.
Or …?
Actually, now that Eddie thinks about it, this could be fun. Living another life, one that his dad’s traditional views would have never allowed. Not that Eddie harbored secret cheerleader dreams but who hasn’t wondered about the various paths their life could have taken?
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31 Jan 2026
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Eddie gets a vibrator.
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28 Jan 2026
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"You still need to get out of your own head, right?"
Another nod that Bobby doesn't even see, but he keeps going.
"What if you had someone you trusted, that could get you out of your own head. Not meaningless, but no commitments either so you could keep looking for something more serious."
For a second Buck just stares, not quite sure what he's getting at.
And when it hits him, it knocks the wind from his chest and a laugh so loud it reverberates through the cab of the truck because there's no way on God's green earth Bobby is suggesting what Buck thinks he's suggesting.
But then he finally turns to look at Buck and there's caution in his gaze, but heat too and Buck's never been one to spare a second thought at a man who looks at him like that but this is Bobby and his cock stirs and is instantly on board with whatever Bobby is offering.
"Uhhh....."
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11 Jan 2026
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“You want to what?”
Buck is standing in Bobby’s apartment, just inside the door with a messenger bag slung over his shoulder, wringing the strap in both fists.
“I want to have a baby.”
Yep.
Same thing the second time.
Bobby’s not hearing things after all.A story of agreements, arrangements, and accidentally falling in love.
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10 Jan 2026
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In the Summer of 2010, Evan Buckley spends every week in a different town, hopping on his bike to go from one destination to the next. Seeing Friends. Making new ones. Drinking until he loses entire days at a time.....
At a bar just outside of Minneapolis, he meets an Alpha that - unbeknownst to either of them - will change the entire course of his life.
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10 Jan 2026
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Sal turned, ready to gruffly tell his bed partner he needed to wake up and kick rocks, but his words caught in the throat when he got a look of him in the sober light of day.
Shit, was this kid even legal?
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18 Dec 2025
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Ravi snorts and finishes off his third beer. "Your slutty reputation agrees with everyone alive from about 1983 to the present who might have been attracted to women." He pauses. "Sorry there were not really any hot men in the movie. Guess you'll just have to make due with me, instead."
Buck blinks at him. "... Was that ... a come on? I'm a little drunk , so it's hard to tell. It sounded like a come on, but I... thought you were straight."
"Oh, no. I'm definitely not."
(Or: Buck is having a great time having casual sex. Come Christmas time, Ravi and Tommy interrupt that.)
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14 Dec 2025
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Despite the heat he has packing, sometimes Buck just wants to be Daddy’s pretty girl, preferably while Daddy’s being a little mean about it. Tommy is more than happy to indulge him.
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14 Dec 2025
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Buck knows Tommy and Sal hooked up years ago and he's intrigued by the idea, even though he'd very happy in his relationship with Tommy and Eddie and Sal are together.
Maybe he's not the only one intrigued though...
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14 Dec 2025
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"Maddie looks at him, obviously trying to figure out what she had missed & why she was agreeing to witness her brother's wedding despite him not being engaged or in a romantic relationship with his partner. But, what comes out of her mouth makes Buck stop dead in his tracks. “Have you talked to Tommy about this?”
“Shit”"
As the weight of Eddie's decisions comes crashing down, he reaches out to Buck for help. When push comes to shove, how far is Buck willing to go to help keep Christopher in LA? And, what will Buck & Eddie figure out about themselves throughout the journey?
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08 Dec 2025
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I’ve Spent My Whole Life Tryin’ To Put It Into Words by tomatosoupforthesoul
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 May 2024
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“The Rorschach Test: in this test a person is shown a series of ink blots in cards. In psychiatry, the Rorschach Test is used to analyze a person's subconscious personality characteristics & emotional functioning”
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- Part 2 of Best Of Buddie Soup
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07 Dec 2025
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“The first time it happens, Buck truly believes he must be having a heart attack right after. Because there’s absolutely no way he actually heard the words that just came out of Christopher’s mouth.”
Or a 5+1 where Chris calls Buck dad & everyone has feelings about it.Series
- Part 1 of Best Of Buddie Soup
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06 Dec 2025
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Tommy couldn't belive he'd almost never brought this up.
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27 Nov 2025
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Eddie is bitten on a call and starts to feel… weird. Buck notices and has a theory about why.
Or, Eddie is turned into a vampire and Buck and the 118 help him figure out how to handle it, and how to feed. Guess who is first to offer up his veins?
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23 Nov 2025
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When Maddie comes home for winter break her sophomore year of college, she's expecting to leave to live with Doug and follow him to med school when he goes. Instead, she leaves with her brother.
In which Maddie raises a child, Evan spends time traveling and goes through El Paso on his way, Eddie gets a divorce and builds a family, and Buck comes to terms with everything that came before.
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20 Nov 2025
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“Those couldn’t’ve been cheap,” Eddie says. “Do we need to talk about your spending habits?”
Buck lets out a soft huff of laughter. “What are you, the flower police?”
“No, no,” Eddie says, shaking his head, his hair brushing against the side of Buck’s face. “If you wanna spend your hard earned money on fancy ass flowers, I’m not gonna stop you.” He nuzzles into Buck’s neck, his stubble scratching against his skin.
“It’s nice,” he says, his voice muffled. “No one’s ever bought me flowers before.”
Buck copes with unrequited love by maladaptive daydreaming, buying Eddie flowers, and lying to the farmers market vendor about his imaginary husband.
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18 Nov 2025
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Lessons in Flirting (Unintentionally and Definitely Not Romantically) by shrimprangoon
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Sep 2025
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Hen sighs. “Something had to be said before you idiots put us in mortal peril.”
“I’d never do anything to jeopardize our safety on a job! You know that Hen.”
“Maybe not on purpose,” Chim chimes in, “but, see, the thing is, when you flirt with our Buck, his brain turns off. He just bluescreens.”
“You’re flustering the poor boy, Eddie,” Hen adds. “And it’s making him dumb.”
“-er,” Chim adds.
“Wha- Buck isn’t flustered.”
Eddie is flustered. His face feels hot. He takes another sip of his coffee to give his hands something do to, but that only makes him feel warmer. Shit.
Hen levels him with the most deadpan look. “Last week he walked into a stop sign after you called him ‘big boy’ on a call.”
Eddie nearly spits out his coffee.
Or: the one where Eddie subconsciously flirts with Buck without realizing and Buck is actively trying not to have a heart attack at work about it
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- Part 1 of Lessons in Dumbassery
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17 Nov 2025
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Buck asks, "Where is your dad?"
"He's downstairs buying sodas," Christopher replies. He sits down next to Buck and points at the magazine. "Why are you reading Bridal Guide?"
"Oh." Buck flushes a little. It's not like he can explain: I realized I'm in love with your dad and keep accidentally planning a wedding we're never going to have. "It was this or Golf Digest."
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16 Nov 2025