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    Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.

    Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.

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    Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.

    A slice of life.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    “I want you to use me.”

    Ilya pauses, hot dog halfway to his mouth, his eyebrows scrunching up and holding, even as he finishes taking a bite. The confusion sits there the entire time he’s chewing, looking at Shane expectantly. When Shane doesn’t say anything else, he swallows down his mouthful with a swig of beer and smacks his lips obnoxiously.

    “Use for what?”

    “Sex,” Shane says. He keeps his volume level, resists the urge to drop into a whisper. It feels so wrong to say this sort of stuff with the sunlight on his back. “I want you to use me for sex.”

    “I do not do this already?”

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    11 Jan 2026

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    He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.

    He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.

    Shane is making space for Ilya.

     

    (or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)

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    05 Jan 2026

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    "Nothing has made him feel this alive since his days at Dazhou. Somewhere along the line, over these past few years, Shen Zechuan has forgotten what it means to live, to be human. Forced onto his hands and knees, slipping and unable to control himself, getting pounded by Libei’s wolfish second prince, reminds him of what it means to be made of blood and flesh and bone, to have a beating heart that thrums with excitement and vigor.”

     

    Or: My take on the sex scene between Ce’an and Lanzhou in chapter 41.

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    01 Sep 2024

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    Bright moonlight streams in through the window on the far wall, paving the ground before the tall flight of steps leading up to the throne. It leaves the seat shrouded in shadows, as though trying to convey and convince Shen Zechuan of the inescapable fate all the previous emperors suffered: subjected to loneliness as they sit alone in the highest and most coveted position in the world. But Shen Zechuan pays it no mind.

    Da Jing is not Da Zhou after all, and he is neither timorous like Li Jianyun nor callow like Li Jianheng. The only one Shen Zechuan fears is himself, but he knows with certainty that he can always count on Xiao Chiye to be the sheath which holds him back.

    "Lanzhou."

    Xiao Chiye's voice is breathy, husky and rough, but there is an undeniable amount of contrasting gentleness in the way he wraps his long fingers around Shen Zechuan's slim ankle and presses a chaste kiss to the inside of it.

    "A-Ye," Shen Zechuan responds hoarsely, tilting his gaze to meet Xiao Chiye's.

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    29 Aug 2024