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    When Hikaru came back from the mountain, more things were wrong than right.

    It was the way he moved, the way he spoke, but most of all, it was his dynamic.

    Yoshiki and Hikaru grew up as alphas together, always praised by the locals for their strength and promise. That’s why it unsettled Yoshiki so deeply that Hikaru no longer smells like cinnamon and pomelo pith, instead like soft rain and shidekobushi flowers.

    Now Yoshiki has to come to terms with the fact that something else came back in Hikaru’s body… and it changed him fundamentally.

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    Five times Yoshiki remembered something about omega biology, and the one time he remembered something about alpha biology.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    'The passion caused by the great and sublime in nature, when those causes operate most powerfully, is astonishment; and astonishment is that state of the soul, in which all its motions are suspended, with some degree of horror… A mode of terror or pain is always the cause of the sublime.'

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    "If I come out," Hikaru says, "all the way, you promise you won't be scared of me?"

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    24 Jan 2026

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    They reached the fork in the road where they’d split—one path leading off toward Hikaru’s house, the other toward Yoshiki’s. They slowed.

    With his back still turned, Hikaru murmured, “I can protect you, y’know. From anything.”

    Yoshiki blinked.

    Hikaru’s voice was quiet. Steady. Almost gentle. “Long as you stay by my side, I’ll keep you safe. I’ll consume whatever tries to take you from me.”

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    23 Jan 2026

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    “Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”

    Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.

    “It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”

    He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.

    “Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.

    “Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”

    It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.

    But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    When Two Time is barely conscious, Azure will take care of them.

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    09 Jan 2026