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    Chuuya has been seeing Dazai since the defeat of Fyodor, and Dazai has gone along with it. But tonight, the way he talks to Dazai is different. It's different. Dazai tries to figure out why - and why it makes him so afraid.

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    12 Jan 2025

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    I feel seen.

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    Chuuya empties himself into his underwear like that, grinding against a twitching, oversensitive Dazai who’s once again gone back to muffling his own noises. It’s the first but not last time Chuuya gets off with Dazai. The good thing about this is that there are many more firsts to have, with others and Dazai.

    The bad thing about this is that there are many more firsts to have as well, especially with Dazai.
     

    Four (semi) cautious first times, and another where they barely pretend they're keeping things responsibly distant.

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    08 Jan 2025

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    This is some good omegaverse smut.

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    "Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.

     

    Something's wrong, something's wrong—

     

    This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—

     

    His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.

    The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance.
    _______

     

    Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.

    Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.

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    18 Sep 2024

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    It's interesting how grief changes people, right?

    The grief tag threw me off but the fic is really good.

    Chuuya dies, Dazai regrets. It's not his fault but it also kinda is.

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    Dazai "Ouji" Osamu is the most popular idol of his generation.

    People adore him, critics worship him.
    He has the whole world dancing in the palm of his hand.
    When he steps into an underground bar in Yokohama, on a summer night like any other, he is looking for a muse, a fake boyfriend and a reason for living.

    Nakahara Chuuya just wanted a glass of wine and a one-night stand.

    (Or: the “I slept with a stranger and he turned out to be my little sister’s favorite singer” AU where two idiots catch very real feelings through a fake dating contract. Art in notes.)

    Russian translation here by Sterialye

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    28 Aug 2024

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    I love beautiful stories like this.

    The fluff, the angst, the love, it's all so beautiful.

    Idol Dazai and scriptwriter Chuuya, although it focuses a lot more on Dazai's life as an Idol. Had that one Hozier song, 'Whiskey Neat' or whatever it's called playing in my mind on repeat.

    Mentions of drug abuse, it's a bit heavy but considering I don't read tags then I guess that's why.

    Beautiful writing. 10/10.

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    “So, you have kids now?”

    Dazai turns around, a sarcastic smile on his face. “And you’re a teacher?”

    Chuuya cocks his head with a smirk. God.

    “Yeah, I am.”

    After a messy break-up, Dazai and Chuuya accidentally find themselves crossing paths— Five years later, both two strangers once again.

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    20 Jul 2024

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    Pure fluff (ok not necessarily pure but a lot of fluff)

    Dazai and Chuuya break up, spend 5 years apart, then reunite at 25. There's a lot of hatred and tension but it's soukoku so,
    Also Dazai has Oda's kids as his own, he's a great dad but doesn't think he is.

    Ok now I'm just rewriting the tags lol
    Beautiful story.

    Oh. And Shirase is Chuuya's ex and an absolute dick. Ew.