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Dean has lived long enough denying himself what deep down he’s always known he wanted. Has spent too many nights buried in warm bodies, trying to ignore how their overly sweet Omega scents made him feel, pushing away his nausea when he washed slick off his body afterwards.
Went through his ruts, alone and miserable, too afraid of the deep longing he felt for a body similar to his, for a musky scent surrounding him, was squeezing his knot to the wildest fantasies, only to bury them deep, deep inside a box in his mind when those days had passed.
But after several failed relationships with Omegas and Betas alike, this might be his last chance at finding out what being with an Alpha really is like before he has to accept he’s going to die bitter and alone.
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They are going to have a lazy day in if Castiel has to hold Dean down to the bed with force. An angel continues his musings on the nature of his partner. Once again Dean is joyfully along for the ride.
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Can be read standaloneSeries
- Part 2 of (The Flood)
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28 Aug 2025
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Dean did not like to be contained, Castiel liked to contain him.
CASTIEL COMPARES DEAN TO A RIVER- OQDHQKDJ -
between sex and death and trying to keep the kitchen clean by ftmsteverogers
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
07 Dec 2022
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"I don't get you," Dean spits. "I don't get what you want. Just — just tell me. I'm a big boy, I can take it."
"I did tell you!" Castiel exclaims. "I told you, and then I died!"
(In which Castiel is rescued from the Empty, Jack gives up the powers of God to be a kid again, and Dean overcompensates.)
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01 Sep 2025
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IQJWOQHWW IT'S JUST WONDERFUL
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“As for your current predicament… there may be something I can do to help.” Cas looks hesitant even as he says it, casting his eyes sidelong at Dean.
Dean turns to him. “What d’you mean?”
Castiel’s lips press into a thin line, all of the jovial glint gone from his eyes. “PTSD and trauma can alter pathways and connections in your brain, in a very physical way. Because these changes are physical… it may be possible to… heal them, in a sense.”
“Heal my brain?” Dean shoots back incredulously.
or the one where they finally talk about what cas said before the empty took him
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04 Sep 2025
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BEST THING IN THE WORLD:
I’ve loved you since I first laid a hand on you in Hell. Your soul was a beacon in even the foulest of places. It was like a song, humming out the most beautiful melody, ringing like a bell. The definition of righteous: acting in accord with the divine, free of guilt or sin. Oh, yes, there was no doubt in my mind that you were the Righteous Man. And when I held your soul, it was…” Castiel’s eyes close in memory. “It was like love was bleeding from it. You were wounded and tortured and oozing enough love to cripple any entity that wasn’t an angel. And when I pulled you out, you clung to me, and I understood. I felt love in a way that I’ve never experienced love before, and I suppose that was the beginning of the end for me.”
oqhekqhekwie I CUM.
BEST SMUT EVER LIKE I LOVED IT AND QOEJQKWJ
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Dean’s your typical half-orphaned, monster-killing 22-year-old until a trenchcoated stranger crashes into his back windshield one September night, claiming he’s an angel that knows him from the future and that he’s on the run.
Frigging fantastic.
(Or, in which Castiel gets stuck in Dean’s timeline preseries and Dean kind of hates it—until he doesn’t.)
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23 Sep 2025
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YES, I LOVE THIS, IT'S PRE-STANFORD LQJWKQDB LIKE QOSJQKE S4 CAS AND S1 DEAN AND LQJWKW I DIDN'T REMEMBER HOW MUCH I MISSED IT.