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    Buck volunteered to get into the ambulance with him, knowing the risks. He's pinching the guy's skin and saying, "Take it out," and Eddie, for the first time since leaving the military, feels it - a connection. A kindred spirit. A purpose that tethers him to reality. A person relying on him to get the job done.

    (or - a list of things Eddie Diaz couldn't give up on, including himself.)

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    16 Oct 2025

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    The one in which there's too much pollen around, Eddie pines, and Buck is oblivious.

    Or - Eddie's love language is acts of service, and Buck doesn't totally get it.

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    16 Oct 2025

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    Evan Buckley has never once been given flowers in his life.

    That is, until he mentions it in a fit of self-pity at the firehouse. Then they're everywhere. What he can't work out is where they're coming from.

    (or: Buck mentions never getting flowers before, and a certain someone decides to remedy that.)

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    16 Oct 2025

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    A Soulmate was a definitive thing. And a Freezing soul only meant one thing:

    Your Soulmate doesn’t want you. And without their love, without their acceptance, you’ll die.

    At first, Buck didn’t realize why he was so cold. But it was true; because of this dumb lawsuit, Eddie rejected him. Buck would die. Buck was dying.

    He was nothing to anyone. He’d fade away, freezing from the inside out, ice in his veins, in his soul. And no one would even care.

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    16 Oct 2025

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    Buck and Ana seem to keep clashing during Eddie's recovery after the shooting. Both turn to Reddit for assistance, and both get answers.

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    16 Oct 2025

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    “It doesn't bother you that I'm twice your age?” Tommy was still surprised he'd gotten this far with Evan already.

    “It's not like it's a surprise, it was on your profile.” Evan shrugged. “Besides,” Evan lowered his voice and leaned in a little. “You're supposed to be my sugar daddy right?”

    This kid was gonna be the death of Tommy, he was sure. And if this was how he went? Well, what a way to go.
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    54 year old Tommy Kinard is content with his lavender marriage until he decides he wants some non-romantic, exclusive fun and he's happy to pay for it. 27 year old Evan "Buck" Buckley is happy with his position as a probationary firefighter, but it doesn't quite pay enough to get him out of the frat-house. He figures it's not the meaningless sex he's trying to stay away from if it's exclusive and he's getting paid for it. Sugaring seems to be the perfect solution for both of them. Neither expected to fall in love along the way.

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    15 Oct 2025

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    "Can you remind my brother that we were supposed to get lunch?” Maddie asks.

    “Uh sure,” Eddie says slowly, confused. “But why don’t you just call him yourself?”

    “I did, a couple times, but he didn’t answer. I assumed he was still with you?”

    Eddie thinks back to last night, to Buck specifically making plans to go back to his own place so he wouldn’t be late for lunch with Maddie. Buck had texted him when he got home, just a simple night :) that still made Eddie’s heart flutter, so obviously Buck had made it back to the loft… But there haven’t been any texts from Buck all morning. Not that that is necessarily unheard of, but especially over the last few weeks it’s become rarer and rarer for even a few hours to go by without Eddie’s phone dinging with a message notification from Buck.

    A small tendril of worry curls around Eddie’s ribs.

     

    BTHB: locked up & left behind

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    11 Oct 2025

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    “His shirt’s on inside out,” Josh commented to Linda. Eddie opened the door to the breakroom and tried to let it close behind him, but that did not deter either of his colleagues. “Is this a walk of shame?”

    “Well, I am walking,” Eddie confirmed, rounding the counter and beelining to the empty coffee pot. “And full of shame.”

    “What happened?”

    “I stood him up,” he answered, shortly.

    After what was probably a very involved silent conversation between Linda and Josh, Josh said, “Eddie, if you aren’t ready, I’m sure he’d understand.”

    “I am ready,” he said, detaching the water reservoir with more force than necessary. “I didn’t do it on purpose.”

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    Eddie Diaz has been trying to get Firefighter Buckley to agree to a date for the last two months; so no one is more surprised than he is when he finally gets a chance—and blows it.

    Or: Dispatchers Eddie and Maddie are both looking for a second chance. They just don't realize they want one from the same person.

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    10 Oct 2025

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    “My mom said, uh, that his name was Buck. That he was going to go to the fire academy and that he had a—” she broke off, rubbing her own forehead, exactly where his skin went pink. “She said he went by Firehose.”

    Buck didn’t need all of his coworkers to look at him in alarm; he was pretty sure he’d gone deadly pale. His daughter knew four things about him, and one of them was his old tinder profile handle. He felt a little like he was going to die.

    “She’s got your eyes,” Eddie commented, unhelpfully.

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    Buck finds out he has a daughter, and also a stupidly big crush on his best friend. It's an adjustment.

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    10 Oct 2025

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    “They just follow it around, copying it and helping it and bothering it so much that it's like, worn down into loving the duckling back and looking out for it.”

    “So,” said Eddie, furrowing his brow. “In this scenario, you are—”

    “A baby duckling, newly hatched into the world with no idea what’s going on.”

    “And I am—”

    “The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes.”

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    Eddie has no idea how to cope when a temporary case of amnesia causes the return of Buck 1.0. Buck has no clue why his future self hasn't made the moves on his hot best friend. It all goes pretty well, considering.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    r/relationships

    ConfusedKid • 1 yr. ago

    Hi. I’ve never posted here before but my friends can’t help me so maybe you guys can. I (12M) have kind of been going crazy trying to figure out what is going on with my dad (31M) and his best friend, B (31M).

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    Chris's reddit post.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    09 Oct 2025

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    Oh, fuck him, did he almost sleep with a serial killer? Distantly, he thought, Hen and Chim are never going to let me live this down. And then he thought, I might not live at all.

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    Buck is having a hard time dealing with Eddie's impending move to El Paso and resorts to some Buck 1.0-style coping mechanisms. Unfortunately for everybody, this backfires in spectacular fashion.

    Especially for Eddie, who waited until now to realize he was in love with his best friend.

    OR: Buck and Maddie get kidnapped. Eddie spirals.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    Buck has wondered before what it was like underground when Eddie was buried alive, and the idea of being buried alive gives him the fucking willies for sure, but he's never been afraid of tight spaces.

    He's an object, a piece of a collection yet to be harvested. The sound of the dirt being piled above him grows more and more muffled until it's gone completely and he lays in silence.

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    Buck is buried alive and it's a damn good thing Eddie stalks him on Find My Friends.

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    08 Oct 2025

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    Really, Eddie doesn’t care that the PTA aren’t his biggest fan. He knows he misses too many meetings, and it’s not like he’s best friends with any of the other parents. It doesn’t affect Christopher, so it doesn’t bother him. He’ll pay for the annual fundraising mugs and consider his duty done.

    But then Buck picks Christopher up from a class trip and it all goes to hell.

    Like, of course Buck is everyone’s dream guy. He’s responsible with kids, and kind, and funny and interesting and hot to touch. That’s obvious. But now Eddie’s fighting to keep the PTA moms, teachers, and dads, all off an unsuspecting and tempting Buck.

    Because Eddie is a good friend. Right?

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    08 Oct 2025

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    Buck and Bobby's text messages through the years, from
    [Sent 16:37] Hi Evan, please make sure you bring photo ID on Thursday. We will need it to complete those last pieces of onboarding paperwork
    to
    [Sent 13:17] Yeah well you are my kid.

    Or, the progression of Buck and Bobby’s relationship from probie and captain to father and son as told by text messages (and the occasional missed call and draft message they can't quite bring themselves to send).

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    06 Oct 2025

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    In his entire time being a firefighter, Eddie has never met anyone as accident-prone as Evan Buckley. And Buck - well, he's quickly becoming the 118's best customer.

    (Or - the one where Eddie is a firefighter, Buck isn't, and Eddie finds himself rescuing Buck from increasingly sticky situations. Sometimes literally.)

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    04 Oct 2025

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    “What is Evan’s favorite restaurant?” Tommy asks.

    “La Plaza Mayor,” Eddie responds mechanically, the answer so easy he didn’t even have to stop and think about it. “He says it’s the only Mexican restaurant that comes close to my Abuela’s cooking. He really misses her cooking.”

    (or Eddie helps Tommy be a good boyfriend to Buck and realizes in the process that maybe he's wanted to be Buck's boyfriend all along.)

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    02 Oct 2025

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    The Buckley parents announce that they’ll be staying in LA until Chimney gets out of the hospital.

    Tommy and Eddie team up to make sure Buck doesn’t fall apart.

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    02 Oct 2025

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    In which Buck doesn't look very closely when putting on a hoodie before going to work.

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    01 Oct 2025

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