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Till is a gentle, emotionally grounded boy who has always struggled with loneliness and human connection. Isolated at school and mocked as «Creepy Till», he retreats into solitude. He never learned how to make friends, every interaction he had was awkward, every attempt to connect clumsy. Though he has learned to endure judgment, attention terrifies him, and what haunts him even more are the recurring nightmares that have followed him since middle school, each ending with the death of a boy whose eyes he can never forget.
When a new student joins his class, Till is shaken to recognize those same eyes. Ivan enters his life like a storm. Raised in a home where love and violence were indistinguishable, he has grown up with a warped sense of intimacy. He is both drawn to and wounded by Till’s quiet distance, mistaking it for rejection and answering it with cruelty. What begins as hostility slowly reveals something deeper: a desperate need to be seen, to be loved, and to heal. This is a story about love distorted by pain, about two boys trying to bound from broken pieces. Through Till’s quiet empathy, Ivan begins to understand that hatred and violence are not love, and that love does not have to hurt to be real.
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03 Aug 2026
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my happy little (mostly) newtons third law yaouri doodles by pebnotpen
Fandoms: Battle For Dream Island (Web Series), プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game), WarioWare (Video Games), Roblox: Find The Markers
23 Aug 2026
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someone reeeeeeeeeeally wanted to see a certain drawing so why not share them all!!!
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Weezer yaoi! by kwazi_the_worm
Fandoms: Weezer (Band), Weezer (Blue Album) - Weezer (Album 1994)
14 Aug 2026
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Rivers Cuomo became my sleep paralysis demon and told me the story of how Weezer really started and how it was my duty to share it. Ever since then, I have worshipped Pinkerton in my grage with my earthworm friends in utter fear and admiration of the beautiful king of virginity: Rivers Cuomo.
Also here are the character profiles:
Rivers:nerd, never dated anyone yet, no friends, 5 foot
Pat: bald, 7 foot
Matt: super evil man
Brian: ultimate master of rizz, super chiseled, really fine, gets all the girls… and boys