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Fan boy Luca strikes again but this time its not his obsession over Ilya Rozanov...it's because Mark Lee has left NCT (seriously wtf??????)
This will have a very niche target audience but please enjoy, I have no idea what I've created (I'm sorry).
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- Part 5 of Nothing Stays in Vegas
- Part 1 of Luca Haas fan boying his way through life
Bookmarked by Sophie143
03 Apr 2026
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I am the niche audience. This is monumental day. I need a national day of mourning for this. This made me listen to sticker for the firat time in months 😔. My favorite game changers boy is officially an nctzen and i will except no other headcanons.
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you know this moment, don’t you? (time is strangely calm now) by barnes_romzanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Dec 2025
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It’s dark, and Ilya’s not quite sure where he is.
His entire body is numb. His shoes are soaking wet from trudging lazily through the snow. His nose is running, and his lips are chapped.
Selfishly, he wishes Shane would fuss over him now. Pull him close, whisper “I forgive you” even though he shouldn’t, because Ilya would never change, because something inside him- in his family line, in his soul- was broken.
Ilya wondered how long ago it had clicked- when Shane had realized that Ilya wormed his way into this country and tricked the Hollanders into caring for him, then returned the favor by botching their language and leaving a trail of mess in his wake. He still can't help but wonder if that will be part of his punishment- being doomed to miss him in death, too.
or: Ilya’s mostly been able to cope with the fact that he’ll never be able to articulate himself fully in this country- but he’s also never been good at talking about feelings in the first place.
"I'm tired" is the best he's got. It definitely doesn't capture what's going on in his head, and Shane can't read minds.
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- Part 1 of Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call
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02 Jan 2026
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kindness is love with its work boots on by Sapphic_terror
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Dec 2025
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There’s Lily, Shane’s Boston girl, but Hayden has no idea her number, where she lives, or what she looks like. She’ll have no way of finding Shane, of being there when he wakes up high and afraid, because he never did well with being out of control. Lily won’t be there. His parents won’t be there.
It’s the easiest decision he’s ever made.
Hayden skates off the rink, barely pausing as he starts stripping off his gear. Coach surges forward, lips curled up with some order to get back out there, no doubt. He doesn’t give him the chance, “I’m not leaving him. I go where he goes.”
And that’s that.
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Or, Shane doesn’t wake up so easily and Hayden Pike somehow ends up taking care of Ilya Rozanov. (Jackie does the heavy lifting; he’s just there for the ride and realizations.)
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- Part 1 of found family *hockey edition
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- 2/2
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Bookmarked by Sophie143
02 Jan 2026
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"Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.
And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.
You don’t deserve his last name."
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content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime
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Bookmarked by Sophie143
01 Jan 2026
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a ZB1 Omegaverse au series set (mostly) in Chicago and featuring various members of other 4th & 5th gen groups as the supporting cast!
Each story can be read as a stand alone, as each focuses on a different ship in this universe with slightly intersecting moments of time. (Such that reading one may actually spoil you slightly for the events of another story as they happen concurrently.)
On twitter I’ve posted a character guide for major and minor characters, as well as floor plans for all major locations! You can check that out over here though warning it does contain some spoilers for characters/locations to come in the fic!
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Bookmarked by Sophie143
05 Nov 2023