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Forgiving the past, and embracing the future by Spazzticpanda
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
02 Aug 2025
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How do you forget past transgressions when they've melded themselves into your very being? How do you forgive yourself when your soul never lets you forget? How could the one you loved the most, still bare to look at you like you hung the stars up into the sky? How does one live a new life, while still being haunted by the millions of past ones?
Phainon didn't know, but he wanted to try... titans did he want to try. Despite everything he'd done in past lives, Mydei still found him again. Their meeting hadn't been perfect, far from it. However, despite the things he'd done, the lives he'd taken... Mydei had still chosen him in this life. Phainon will doubt, will question, will hate himself, but he will NEVER give up. Mydei won't let him.
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Phainon has been living the same life in his formally favorite novel. Side characters, do not get an ending, and he his not the main character of this story. The villain will take the only ending he can get, because villains deserve to die.
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12 Nov 2025
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In which Shinichi finds himself dealing with a serial killer and a soulmate who doesn’t seem to want him.
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“If I were a Seer,” Shinichi starts, “what would you do about it?”
Without missing a beat, Kuroba replies, “I’d ask you to see whether my best friend and I are Fated.”
“And if you aren’t?”
Kuroba sucks in a breath. Shinichi counts the seconds it takes for him to reply. 9… 10… 11…
“I’d ask you to make us Fated,” he whispers.
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11 Nov 2025
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The 33,550,336 + 1 worth of Heat by coconutMochi
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
11 Nov 2025
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“You’re in pre-heat,”
Phainon’s world tilted.
“What.”
“Yes, Snowy,” Hyacine said gently, taking his fever hot hand into her cool palms. Her smile was small, reassuring. “You’re going into heat. This isn’t about the Coreflames—it’s your omega.”
That word hit him like an old memory cracking open.
His Omega?
You heard that right — Khaslana, our dear Deliverer who thought he could shrug off thirty million cycles of trauma, and most importantly his heats, is about to face the consequences. Unfortunately, his alpha partner/source of comfort — Mydei is away on important business. So of course Phainon decides not to bother him about it... but can he really?
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11 Nov 2025
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between my legs, you can buy it by yvesiae
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
10 Nov 2025
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“Phainon,” he gasps, “you are not going to believe this.”
“Believe wh—” He lets out a startled sound as Cicero grips him by the shoulders, staring deeply into his eyes. “The prince—the prince he’s—he’s here!”
Phainon blinks. “Huh?”
“The crown prince of Castrum Kremnos? Mydeimos the Undying, Son of Gorgo, Conqueror of—whatever!” He flails his hands around like a mad man. “He’s in the special lounge for esteemed guests right now and—ugh, Phainon, please take my place!”
“What?” Phainon gapes.
Struggling to keep up with piling funds and a sick mother, Phainon — a farmer’s son — seeks an education and becomes an apothecary in a famed brothel house. Tending to the wheat fields, taking care of the escorts, and serving drinks because he might as well! So far, his life has been completely normal.
That is, until the Crown Prince of Castrum Kremnos mistakes him for a courtesan.
(Alternatively, a newly debuted Mydeimos is dragged down to a brothel house to cause a scandal and scare off potential brides. He ends up entering into a fake courting with a bewitching courtesan.)
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11 Nov 2025
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"When he sees him again, for the first time, his heart shoots up from his chest and straight into his throat. Mydei is beautiful, blond hair swaying lightly in the breeze, his skin pristine, untouched. It’s devoid of any battle scars, of any bruises. Phainon can’t breathe, not when looking at his prince, because the mere action of gazing at him should – and does – take up all of his energy, leaving none for anything else, not even to take a breath."
They see each other again.
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09 Nov 2025