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"Come on, dude. That's not fucking fair. I clearly put my name on it, and I want it, so give it to me."
"Yangyang, baby. First of all, a sticky note with half your name on it stuck to the last pack of animal crackers does not count as dibs. Second of all, you ate the rest of them anyway. So, no."
In summary: Yangyang trades sex for snacks.
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“I’m trying to tell you that it’s okay to look at someone else,” Yangyang murmured, letting his wrist go limp in Kun’s hold. “You should try. If you look around, you never know what you might see.”
“I’m looking at you right now,” Kun said, almost like he couldn’t believe it. But he was still holding onto Yangyang’s wrist and Yangyang could feel the press of his fingers, the digging between sinew and bone.
______When Ten and Johnny got their happily ever after, Kun felt cut adrift. Yangyang was there to pick up the pieces, after years of waiting for a chance to hold out his hand. As they fall into each other in secret, things go too far.
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- Part 6 of 138 BPM
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26 May 2026
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In the immediate aftermath of a confession and a rejection, Yangyang tries not to want what he had and Kun tries to understand what he lost.
“How could he be happy when he’s still wearing that awful necklace?”
“Maybe he just likes it,” Kun said, remembering the tang of precious metal on his tongue, the feeling of it between his fingers when he held Yangyang on the couch, stroking the marks he’d left on his throat. “Maybe he thinks he looks good in gold.”
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- Part 7 of 138 BPM
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26 May 2026
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He shakes his head, wordlessly, gesturing for Ten to go first. Again. Shuhua’s discomfort is clear now, though she does well enough in trying to hide it. Ten’s is harder to see, hidden by a little genuine upset. He knows how Yangyang is when he's angry, and Yangyang isn't trying very hard to pretend this is just for show. The tension between them, meant to be manufactured, gets a touch real.
“If you don't want to then—” Ten cuts himself off. Gritting teeth. Fixing Yangyang with an intense stare that he doesn't try to dodge.
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07 Aug 2025
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Mystery Work
Part of circlefest round one "who am i?", hidden
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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12 Dec 2024
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Ten shakes his head and waves his hand in a dismissive motion that has the boy’s mouth dropping open. “No, honey. I don’t swing that way.” The look of pure confusion on his face forces a laugh out of Ten. “I don’t bottom, sweetheart.”
And instead of insulting him and stalking off like young jocks usually do, his face flushes so dark it’s obvious even in the dim, sporadic neons of the club. Oh. Warmth suffuses through Ten, settling hot in his belly as the boy keeps staring. Ten has to tamp down hard on a smirk as the boy leans in. His teeth score his bottom lip, his eyes dart over Ten’s shoulder, before they settle back on his face and he says, “I—well, that’s, yeah that’s fine, because—you know.” He trips over his words so thoroughly Ten is surprised he stays standing.
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Or, Ten meets a pretty jock at a club, takes him home, and blows his mind.
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24 Jul 2024