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“I’m trying to tell you that it’s okay to look at someone else,” Yangyang murmured, letting his wrist go limp in Kun’s hold. “You should try. If you look around, you never know what you might see.”
“I’m looking at you right now,” Kun said, almost like he couldn’t believe it. But he was still holding onto Yangyang’s wrist and Yangyang could feel the press of his fingers, the digging between sinew and bone.
______When Ten and Johnny got their happily ever after, Kun felt cut adrift. Yangyang was there to pick up the pieces, after years of waiting for a chance to hold out his hand. As they fall into each other in secret, things go too far.
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- Part 6 of 138 BPM
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26 May 2026
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In the immediate aftermath of a confession and a rejection, Yangyang tries not to want what he had and Kun tries to understand what he lost.
“How could he be happy when he’s still wearing that awful necklace?”
“Maybe he just likes it,” Kun said, remembering the tang of precious metal on his tongue, the feeling of it between his fingers when he held Yangyang on the couch, stroking the marks he’d left on his throat. “Maybe he thinks he looks good in gold.”
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- Part 7 of 138 BPM
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26 May 2026
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He shakes his head, wordlessly, gesturing for Ten to go first. Again. Shuhua’s discomfort is clear now, though she does well enough in trying to hide it. Ten’s is harder to see, hidden by a little genuine upset. He knows how Yangyang is when he's angry, and Yangyang isn't trying very hard to pretend this is just for show. The tension between them, meant to be manufactured, gets a touch real.
“If you don't want to then—” Ten cuts himself off. Gritting teeth. Fixing Yangyang with an intense stare that he doesn't try to dodge.
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07 Aug 2025
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Mystery Work
Part of circlefest round one "who am i?", hidden
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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12 Dec 2024
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Ten shakes his head and waves his hand in a dismissive motion that has the boy’s mouth dropping open. “No, honey. I don’t swing that way.” The look of pure confusion on his face forces a laugh out of Ten. “I don’t bottom, sweetheart.”
And instead of insulting him and stalking off like young jocks usually do, his face flushes so dark it’s obvious even in the dim, sporadic neons of the club. Oh. Warmth suffuses through Ten, settling hot in his belly as the boy keeps staring. Ten has to tamp down hard on a smirk as the boy leans in. His teeth score his bottom lip, his eyes dart over Ten’s shoulder, before they settle back on his face and he says, “I—well, that’s, yeah that’s fine, because—you know.” He trips over his words so thoroughly Ten is surprised he stays standing.
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Or, Ten meets a pretty jock at a club, takes him home, and blows his mind.
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24 Jul 2024
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A part of him wonders: how can you have met someone only twice and already feel this? This budding interest, the cautious desire sparking low in your gut. It could be a flight of fancy, or wishful thinking. Donghyuck would probably tease, crow with laughter. Say, for the millionth time, that Renjun has an uncanny tendency to fall in love twenty times a day.
And yet.
The tremble of a petal. A smile like the sun. I got this during my last layover, thinking of you.
A seedling materialises in the landscape of Renjun’s chest, blooming, reaching. Chasing the light.
(Or: Renjun has lived his whole life in his quiet, provincial town. He works at the crumbling hotel. He paints on the weekends. He's happy (enough).
And then he meets Yangyang.)
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25 Jun 2024
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As things should be.
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10 Jun 2024
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“You have like a million teeth.”
“You wanna touch them?”
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01 May 2024
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Ten isn't used to Yangyang being so quiet when he's inside of him.
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28 Jun 2023
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“Jungkook will surely give you a ride if you ask him.”Jimin scoffs. “I'd rather walk."
Or: What’s even more unconventional than riding in your sworn enemy's car across the country on Christmas Eve?
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11 Jan 2023
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Does he want Johnny to come over? What would they even do? Ten was the one in control last time, but Johnny was an unknown quantity watching from the shadows until he found the right moment to strike. Would Johnny just jerk him off or does he actually want to like… fuck.
Yangyang shivers, half terrified and half turned on, a tingle running down his spine and into his dick.
Or maybe Yangyang is being weird about this and Johnny does actually just want to hang out.
They could just chill for a while like normal people, watch a movie or play some Overwatch, maybe they could play with the cats and Yangyang could send pictures to Ten to make him smile at all of his favourite boys being together.
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- Part 2 of That's The Way The Honey Goes
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26 Jan 2022
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Ten has flicked his nose when Yangyang had tried to steal a cookie from him, has scratched under his chin for doing a good job in the studio, has called him a good boy and a pretty kitty and a naughty boy, has tried to hand feed him treats and sweets and pieces of his food.
Now Yangyang has to be on the lookout for whatever Ten is about to spring on him, if for no other reason than to at least attempt to swallow down a whimper when Ten flashes him the sharp, private smile that he gets when only he and Yangyang are in on the joke. Except Yangyang isn't in on the joke, he is the joke.
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- Part 1 of That's The Way The Honey Goes
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10 Jan 2022
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a month after they meet, hendery and yangyang are keeping it casual—hanging out, fucking, what else are friends for? but when hendery leaves town for work, yangyang begins to realize he misses him. like, a lot.
between finals, moving out of the dorms, and hendery's mysterious tweets, yangyang has a lot to figure out this summer!
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- Part 2 of hot libra on libra action!
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15 Jan 2021
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Ten's cat really loves Johnny, and it takes that to make Ten realize he kinda, maybe, also loves him.
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11 Jan 2021
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A Thing Wong Yukhei Is Unsure Of: Whether he does or doesn't work for a mob boss.
A Thing Wong Yukhei Is Sure Of: That his heat isn't gonna sate itself.Or: Sicheng makes Yukhei an offer he can't refuse.
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13 Nov 2020
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Mystery Work
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30 Aug 2020
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he can tell that yoongi isn’t all that comfortable here, with the idea of a ranch. and he knows that they’re here to do homework, but jeongguk can’t help milking this for all that it’s worth. so he asks, “d’you want a tour? i can show you the stables and some of the horses and stuff. maybe if they like you, i’ll even take you for a ride the next time you have to come over.”
“um,” says yoongi, looking down at his clothes. “are you sure this is appropriate?”
“oh, it really isn’t,” grins jeongguk, already heading back out of the door, “but i just want to see you squirm, min yoongi.”
(or: yoongi is from the city, jeongguk is from the country. over homework and horseback riding, they meet somewhere in the middle.)
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- Part 14 of reckless love
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11 Jun 2019
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the yoonkook yeehaw fic we didn’t know we needed
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A werewolf who's also a hitman and a werewolf hunter who's also a target are arguably the worst two people to get snowed in together.
But of course, whatever can go wrong will go wrong (or right).
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10 Jun 2018
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Yoongi's bored with his daily routine, especially the exhausting commute home during rush hour. One day, he sees a handsome young man who sparks his curiosity.
Jungkook's a university student with little time to eat or rest. He spies a beautiful, but expressionless man on the train. Jungkook wants to get to know him better.
But as they live their busy lives, how will they ever meet or even learn each other's names?
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30 May 2017
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This was very unique! I love this concept. Wow and the change of POV. 10/10
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Of office parties, ex-boyfriends and elevator fun.