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  1. Public Bookmark 57

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    “Happy birthday, Ava.”

    Ava almost kisses her, she really does. She doesn’t, but that’s probably just because she literally isn’t able to budge from her spot on the bed. Stupid emotions, all welling up in her chest and choking her.

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    13 Jan 2023

  2. Public Bookmark 52

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    A fic exploring how the end of season 2 might have been different if Ava and Beatrice has kissed after Ava's 13 story fall.

    Featuring soft girlfriends who aren't actually girlfriends yet but they might as well be.

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    13 Jan 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 65

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    The Halo doesn’t have favorites, until it does.

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    11 Jan 2023

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    When she got back to the apartment, it was nearing mid-afternoon. It would be just enough time to have everything ready by the time Ava’s shift ended at six.

    Except, when Beatrice turned the key in the lock, she knew immediately that the apartment was not empty. An unfamiliar sound was coming from their bedroom.

    Beatrice set the grocery bags down, managing to avoid anything more than the softest crinkle of brown paper as they hit the countertop. The floorboards, normally old and creaky, were silent beneath her feet. She reached for the knife on her back, fingers wrapping around the handle as she got to the door, open just enough for Beatrice to peak inside and –

    Beatrice stopped breathing at the sight before her.

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    The girls try something new.

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    05 Jan 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 47

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    Three days before Christmas, Ava Silva arrives back on Earth.

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    02 Jan 2023

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    “You need to shower,” Beatrice said, touching the back of Ava’s neck with a gentle hand.

    Her bones still ached with every movement, her skull still throbbing with a splitting pain. One of her ribs was currently rebuilding itself, smashed to pieces in the fall, and the process was uncomfortable at best, agonizing at worst. Since Ava had gotten the halo, she had been stabbed, been beaten, been broken–but never quite like this. Nothing compared to this. 

    Ava groaned as she stood, and Beatrice was quick in getting to her side. Her eyes were still wide, the terror in them just as fresh as it was hours ago, when Ava had died. She still couldn’t fully wrap her head around the fact that she had died, again. She couldn’t imagine what it was like, what she would have felt if she was the one to hold Beatrice’s broken body, felt her lungs not breathing, her heart not beating. She wouldn’t be able to leave her side, much like Beatrice couldn’t seem to now.

    “Can you help me?” Ava asked, for Beatrice’s sake as much as her own. “I’m not sure I can do it on my own right now.”

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    Beatrice and Ava after the fall.

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    02 Jan 2023

  7. Public Bookmark 79

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    After the injury of falling 13 floors onto solid concrete, Ava needs a bath and a friend by her side. Beatrice is happy to assist with both of those tasks.

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    Ava tries and fails to reach the clip of her bra behind her back, her stupid elbow joints were still in pain.

    “Hey, Bea can you…”

    “Of course,” Her hands were cold as they lifted up her skin and unclasped the bra without a sign of struggle at all. It was hot, and kind of funny considering the reason behind why she was a nun in the first place. “If you make a comment about how easily I unclasped it you’ll be left alone in this tub to prune for the rest of the evening”

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    02 Jan 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 85

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    The issue was, well, she had quite a few issues around sleeping. That’s probably not all that surprising given…everything…but lately, since the whole thing with the being murdered and then the nuns repeatedly trying to kill her again and the tomb and Adriel and the battle and all of that, Ava has really not been able to sleep well.

    She can sleep, yes, and obviously has to when she gets too exhausted that not even the Halo can keep her moving. But when she does it is not pretty. She’s been decently good at hiding all of this so far. Even on the road while they were trying to get here, she’d been good at hiding it. She can fake sleep well and has gotten pretty good at timing little naps when she has the space to be fully alone. Even if that was only 30 minutes at a time while Beatrice ran out of their motel rooms to get them supplies, it would at least keep her afloat.

    But now there might never be any time to be alone. Beatrice had just sworn not to leave Ava alone in sleep and she would be sharing with Beatrice for the foreseeable future.

    What is Ava going to do.

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    02 Jan 2023

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    'you learn — watching ava sit at the small kitchen table with snow-capped mountains and a blue sky out the window, the small shifts of tender bones of her wrists, the miracle of the light blue shimmering veins tucked inside her skin there, humming with life, absolute — there are so many ways to worship.'

    or: bea realizes holiness is infinite.

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    01 Jan 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 53

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    “My point is, there’s no afterlife, no heaven. If there’s a heaven for me, it’s in this life, and it’s with you, Bea. You’re my heaven.”

    Beatrice gasps at the admission, silent enough to have been an atypically sharp intake of air. She thinks about the choice of word stressed in Ava’s last sentence and how all three would come with different implications, and Ava has chosen the one that places the importance on her.

    Of all people, it’s her Ava wants. Her, and only her.

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    ava and beatrice reunite a few months later, on new year's eve.

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    31 Dec 2022

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    And Beatrice is not good; she is not holy; she is not worthy of her vows. She is taking advantage of Ava’s good nature, of her warmth, of her need for physical intimacy. She knows that she is. She knows that when Ava reaches for her in the dark it isn’t because she’s reaching for Beatrice so much as she’s reaching for someone. A body. Any body would suffice. Beatrice’s body, with its racing heart and its trembling fingers, with its weak-kneed sensibilities and inability to say no, just happens to be near.

    And Beatrice is not good; she is not holy; because she does not stop it from happening. She leans into it. She draws Ava into herself, she breathes in the scent of Ava’s shampoo, she revels in the warmth of her skin beneath her clothes, in the perfect way Ava’s soft curves seem to meld against her own hardness. Beatrice is all sharp edges. She is stern, she is steel.

    She is weak, for Ava and everything about her.

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    5 + 1: five times Ava initiates romantic contact with Bea + the one time Beatrice does

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    31 Dec 2022

  12. Public Bookmark 54

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    “Hans walked me home, I told him I missed you and he said he’d help me find you.” Ava’s grin somehow widens, and Beatrice feels a little drunk herself for a moment. “And look, I found you.”

    Or Ava is drunk and convinces Beatrice to share the bed with her.

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    30 Dec 2022

  13. Public Bookmark 74

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    It turns out, God wants her Halo back. That, or she watched Groundhog Day and has, like, the worst sense of humor ever. Ava’s still trying to figure it out.

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    30 Dec 2022

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    Ava and Beatrice meet-cute at a wedding. Neither of them are guests. Ava hopes for dancing, anyways.

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    26 Dec 2022

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    Beatrice reaches out and taps Ava’s notebook. “Finish your work.”

    ”Yes, ma’am.” Ava tries to sand the words down with humor, smooth them into an insignificant bump in their usual conversation, but her voice is too throaty, even to her own ears.

    She feels Beatrice’s eyes linger on her for long, long afterwards.

    Ava hires Beatrice as her tutor. Things go swimmingly.

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    25 Dec 2022

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    “Well, what you need is somebody who’s extremely lovable.”

    Beatrice scoffs. “Yeah? And who’s going to agree–”

    “You know who.” Camila raises both of her eyebrows in smug anticipation.

    “No,” Beatrice says firmly. “No. I am not asking Ava to fake-date me.”

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    Beatrice panics and tells her mother that she has a girlfriend when she does not. The solution?

    Ava pretends to be her girlfriend for a week.

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    25 Dec 2022

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    “Let me take that,” Beatrice says quickly, gathering it one hand.

    Ava opens her mouth to argue but it blends into a yawn and she ducks her head sheepishly at the slight laugh that escapes past Beatrice’s lips. “It needs to be cleaned,” Ava starts.

    Beatrice shakes her head. “I’ll do it.”

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    24 Dec 2022

  18. Public Bookmark 85

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    Ava slaps the flyer down on the bar and immediately winces at the shock that ricochets up into her arm. “They’re having a New Years Eve carnival.”

    Bea looks up from her clipboard and smoothly slides her pen behind her ear. A single strand of hair drops across her face. She doesn’t bother pushing it back. “Hans mentioned it.”

    Her eyes go wide. “You knew? And you didn’t say anything?” Ava sighs dramatically and the paper crinkles under her palm. “We have to go."

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    24 Dec 2022

  19. Public Bookmark 50

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    “I’ve been through worse.” Ava shoots her a tired smile.

    There’s a doubtful expression in Beatrice’s eyes, but it's true. Nothing compares to the Hell-on-Earth she endured for years in a sickbed with only the hateful, bitter touch of Sister Frances for comfort.

    Here she has someone who cares about her, someone who protects her, tends to her, and mends her when she breaks. Beatrice’s hands are rapture where Sister’s were an affliction to endure. Beatrice’s hands are holy, and when they hold her, caress her, touch her, she feels cared for. Cherished. Loved.

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    Ava puts herself in danger, gets injured as a result, and Beatrice has a hard time handling it. Ava has a hard time handling Beatrice having a hard time handling it.

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    20 Dec 2022

  20. Public Bookmark 77

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    As they laid there in each other’s arms, she was suddenly struck by an all too familiar feeling—that feeling in the pit of your stomach when you fail to speak the quiet thing out loud, when you let it simmer beneath the surface of your skin, pulling you apart until it is pouring out of you, spilling from your lips like a prayer—an act of worship.

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    Ava and Beatrice talk about what happened before the fight at the church.

    -or-

    Because homophobic, hallucinogenic fog works hard but bisexual Ava Jesus works harder.

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    4,560

    17 Dec 2022

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