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Whumptober 2025 - Day Twenty-Six - Relapse
One thousand seven-hundred and fifteen days.
He used to be proud of that number. This morning, when it still mattered. He used to feel pride every morning when the number went up. Another day gone. Passed without him cutting himself open in a desperate attempt to- god, he doesn’t even know why he did it anymore. Or… does it. No. No, this was a one time thing. Just a little slip, but he still had his grip. He wasn’t going to fall any further down the self-mutilating slope.
That’s what he told himself as he washed his blood down the drain.
That’s what he told himself when he didn’t bandage his arm.
That’s what he told himself when he stopped wearing short sleeves.
That’s what he kept telling himself every night when he reopened more of his scars.
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- Part 2 of Whumptober 2025
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burning a highway to Hades by not-blonde-yet (stillredhead_just_tired)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
13 Feb 2025
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“You’re staring,” Buck mutters, not bothering to look up.
“You’re pretty,” Eddie replies without missing a beat, standing to take his place beside Buck on the bed.
Buck’s head snaps up, his eyes meeting Eddie’s. The blush that spreads across his cheeks is subtle, but Eddie notices it immediately. He files ‘ petnames’ away in his mental Buck Folder, labeled with a giant Important.
“ You ’re trouble,” Buck says, though there’s no real heat in his voice.
“And you only know the half of it,”
or: Eddie is a marksman and Buck has a problem named Doug
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To Talk to the Dead by not-blonde-yet (stillredhead_just_tired)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Supernatural (TV 2005)
28 Nov 2025
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There is something wrong with Buck. He’s been missing for three weeks, and when he finally reappears, he isn’t the brother Maddie remembers. He doesn’t remember his name, he speaks with a British accent, and he looks at his family with cold eyes. While the 118 tries to handle a version of Buck who is cruel, dangerous, and utterly unfamiliar, Athena Grant investigates a series of disappearances and deaths centered around a mysterious bar. But when she runs into two brothers in flannel who specialize in the impossible, they realize that saving Buck might require more than just medical intervention.
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“Yeah,” Eddie says, and it comes out more tired than he means it to. “The couch is a goner.”
“No,” Buck says, dramatically offended. “I love your couch.”
Eddie snorts, closing the fridge door with a soft click. “Let’s see what happens before we plan the funeral.”
They’re standing in Buck’s kitchen now. Buck leans against the counter, arms crossed, and Eddie props himself against the fridge. There’s maybe two feet between them, less, if either of them breathes too deep. The silence is comfortable, weighted but not heavy.
“You know,” Eddie says after a beat, “I’ve slept under worse conditions in the army.”
“Yes, Eddie,” Buck nods, rolling his eyes. “I know my apartment is better than a warzone.” He says it dryly, but there’s fondness behind it. “But we’re not in a warzone,” he adds. “And we’re not kids. So let’s act like the adults we are and go to sleep.”or: Eddie loses his house, shares a bed with Buck, has an existential crisis --really wants to kiss Buck-- and finally gets his man
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03 May 2026
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After the lawsuit, Buck’s still on the outs with most of the team, despite being back a month and apologising almost daily. Waking one morning, and knowing it would be a rough day, Buck relishes with the knowledge that he’d be left alone and treated worse than a probie… except someone’s out with flu and Bobby reluctantly puts him back on calls for the day as a last resort. Something that should make him feel on top of the world ends up feeling like another punishment. Vowing not to let the weight of the day get to him, he tries to keep his head down, only for their first call, Buck’s first in months, end up being one that forces him to relive his past and he reveals things about himself he’d kept secret for ten years.
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