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  1. Public Bookmark 81

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    Driven by the crushing realization that his crush, Hirose, is in a relationship with the sweet Omega Hana, a heartbroken Nakamura Okuto flees his home to cry alone on a dark, quiet hill. There, he is unexpectedly joined by his romantic rival, Matsumura.

    In a rare moment of vulnerability, the two rivals find solace in each other, sharing their mutual heartbreak.

    Will they mend their broken hearts?

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    03 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Nakamura and Matsumura's relationship was nothing if not rocky, especially with the circumstances in how they first met; fighting over their crush, Hirose.

    Though things turn pitiful when the two caught wind of Hirose finding a girlfriend.

    From there on, they were two people with unsteady feet on shaky ground. Never being able to truly accept the bitter reality of their unrequited feelings. Perhaps the universe decided to pity them both, somehow making Nakamura and Matsumura meet on that faithful night when he was desperately crying on his bicycle up on a hill he barely remembers ever visiting in the past.

    Things happen, complicated things. A lot of crying and even a lot more talking, maybe even comfort.
    Somehow leading to Matsumura staying over at Nakamura's house for the night, sleeping on the bed with Nakamura.

     

    When Nakamura opened his eyes in the early morning, he finds himself pressed up against Matsumura's bare chest, an arm curled over his waist and a warmth that was way too invasive for it to be unintentional. Making him open his heavy lidded eyes in horror.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    After a long day out at the mall, with his rival no less, something starts to stir in Matsumura. Something warm and sickenly sweet. Something he should only feel with Hirose. Something he shouldn't feel with someone so opposite from his object of adoration.

    The logical thing, of course, is to ignore this something. It was simply a case of momentary insanity after spending time with Nakamura and not seeing Hirose for a while. But the something doesn't want to go away, no matter what Matsumura may want.

    The only problem was, even if he harbored these new feelings, they were doomed to fail from the get go. Even if he were to try and act on them, the ending was already clear.

    Should he still try and fight for it?

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    02 Jul 2026