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Runaway by ChelseaMorningGirl
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
02 Oct 2025
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The declaration slams into her. Shackled. The fissure of her heart is so stark and sudden, she’s surprised nobody hears the resounding crack echoing through her. She staggers back a step, putting distance between them. It makes that bond, that thread attached to her rib, linking them together, ache painfully.
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When Cassian breaks Nesta’s heart, she leaves Velaris, determined to leave everything and everyone behind for once and for all.
Unbeknownst to him, Cassian is at risk of loosing not only the love of his life, but a chance at having the one thing he has craved ever since being dumped at the Illyrian war camp as a youngling as well.- Language:
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The Whole Truth by TheTeaQueen
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
19 Aug 2025
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“Stop it! Just stop it. None of you know what you’re talking about.”
“Your defense of your sister is admirable, but we’re only speaking truths.”
“But that’s just it. You don’t know the full truth. None of you do.”
“What are you talking about?” Feyre asked, and Nesta filled with horror. Elain wouldn't . She couldn't. She swore never to tell-
“Don’t you dare,” Nesta hissed, and she offered Elain one final glare, filled with an equal amount of pleading. She couldn’t fathom the thought of Feyre knowing her secret, she couldn’t bear the thought of them knowing. Not the full extent of what had happened, what had changed her well before the Cauldron-
“Father sold Nesta when she was 16.”
When Nesta's deepest secret is revealed at yet another tense dinner, she was sent into a spiral, desperate to escape before Feyre demanded answers. But it isn't her sister who comes to find her in the aftermath, it's someone else. Someone who might have more in common with her than she ever thought.
TW: Child abuse, suicidal thoughts/ideation, forced prostitution, sexual assault (underage!!)
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24 Jan 2025
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An AU where, when faced with an ultimatum by the inner circle, Nesta chooses to be returned to the mortal lands rather than electing to be forcibly rehabilitated at the House of Wind.
This is a darker version of events than Nesta's canon story where she has less plot armor.
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12 Jan 2025
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Something inexplicable broke in Nesta’s chest when Cassian told her the news. The vote had been tied up until Feyre. Despite everything, despite how hard she was trying to get better for not only Cassian but for her sisters, half of her family still didn’t trust her. What did they think she would do? Create a whole new trove and condemn the entire court to certain death? She may be a bitch sometimes, but she wasn’t cruel.
For the first time in months, Nesta gave in to her desires. Cauldron, did she want a drink.
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31 Dec 2024
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I Have Died. I Will Die. It's All Right. I Don't Mind. by MacabreGiggles
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
22 Jul 2025
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What if Nesta resorted to other means beyond alcohol to cope with her trauma? A look into how quickly things get out of hand when you're desperately trying to self-medicate yourself while in a full downward spiral.
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30 Dec 2024