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• The Body Remembers the Breakup by Toothpick731

  Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  15 Jan 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
  • Shane Hollander
  • Ilya Rozanov
  • Rose Landry
  • Self-Harm
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
  • Heartbreak
  • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
  • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
  • Anxious Shane Hollander
  • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
  • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
  • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
  • Boys In Love
  • Eventual Happy Ending
  • Reunited and It Feels So Good

  Summary

  Shane thought the breakup would save them from the 'agony' of the closet. He didn't know that for Ilya, the silence was worse than the secret. Now, months later in a dimly lit hotel room, the masks are finally coming off. It starts with a 'starved' kiss and ends with a 'lacerating' truth,their body’s have marks that are reminders of the months they spent apart.

  Language:

  English

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