Trashmuffle



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    “You were right. When you said no one could be proud of me.”

    Henry closes his eyes. The bed frame soaked up the fire's warmth, a compress pressed along his side. The flame sputters, cracks.

    “I was angry. And I couldn’t have possibly meant it, when I know it’s not true.”

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    Between the battles, Henry and Hans find time to talk, touch, and live.

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    When Black Bartosch, lord von Bergow’s bodyguard, offered Henry to spend the night together before the Nebakov raid, Henry gladly agreed. He had no idea that the following day the two of them would be on opposite sides of the war. He had even less of an idea that, after accidentally running into the knight again, this one-night tryst would turn into so much more.

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    Bartosch leaves his leg out long beside his and before Henry can second guess himself he moves so their thighs meet. He feels like he’s waiting for something. Maybe even something bad. Punishment, rejection. But nothing comes. Their legs touch beneath the water and everything keeps moving.

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    Henry and Bartosch during the one night they can find together.

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    02 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    Birdie of Pirkstein is nothing like a hare. He never thinks of dying; he has no need for dark, snug spaces; he flits in the sun and grins with his big teeth and rips his joy to bloody shreds.

    Only a hare, of course, knows what it means to be ripped apart.

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    A brief study of grief recovery and of two opposing shades of loneliness, as presented in Henry's loss anxiety and Hans's claustrophobia. Also, how to love as one when you love very differently. KCD1 & KCD2 vignettes, one shot.

    Absolutely lovesick, like enough to hurl.

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