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  1. Public Bookmark 21

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    Papa is sad. So, Shane is going to have to stop being little around Papa, until Papa feels all better. Shane nods to himself. He can be little on his own. He's done it before.

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    06 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 25

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    After a costly third-period turnover leaves Shane flayed open by shame and spiraling through post-game media toxicity, he flees the arena in a white-knuckled haze. But Ilya isn't about to let Shane ruin himself over a single loss.

    Back home, Ilya strips away Shane’s control—binding his wrists, using him as a quiet, mindless cockwarmer in front of the TV, and putting him on the massage table for a strict, non-negotiable recovery session. No overthinking, no frantic work, and absolutely no performance allowed. Just total surrender, heavy hands, and a husband who knows exactly how to quiet the noise in Shane's head.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    It's his first playoff run with the Centaurs, and Shane's stress has him acting out.

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    30 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    “Shane,” Ilya is saying. “Are you okay?”

    All Shane can bring himself to do is let out a quiet hum, muffled against Ilya’s skin.

    There’s a pause. Ilya’s nails gently scratch at Shane’s scalp.

    “Can you look at me? Hm?” Ilya coaxes. There’s a certain quality to his voice, now. Soft. Shane can’t place it.

    Still, he slowly tilts his head, peering up at Ilya. He has to look up so far when he’s crouching like this. His neck is nearly craned all the way.

    Zayka,” Ilya murmurs affectionately, his hand sliding down from Shane’s hair to cradle the side of his face.

    The threads suddenly come together in Shane’s mind. He pulls away from Ilya’s hand as though burned, embarrassment gripping him.

    “Don’t, Ilya,” he says. It sounds more like a plea rather than an admonishment.

    After seeing Shane fuzzy for the first time, Ilya comes to the cottage with gifts. Shane reckons with this, and reckons with letting himself be small around Ilya.

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    30 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    Eddie wakes up tiny, clinging to Buck with his blankie and stuffed lion. Buck carries him into the station, where Thanksgiving prep is already chaos. The noise overwhelms Eddie, and when Buck tries to set him down for a moment, Eddie bursts into tears — Buck immediately scoops him back up and soothes him. Maddie braids his hair, Athena gives him a quiet job stacking napkins, and the team softens the environment to keep him grounded. Eddie spends the day in Buck’s lap, helping in little ways while the 118 cooks and preps around him. By afternoon, Eddie is sleepy and safe, curled against Buck as the station smells like cinnamon and family.

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    29 Aug 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 5

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    “You wanna draw?” Buck asks. “I— we could do it together.”

    “That’s silly,” Eddie says, defensive, knees pulling tighter to his chest. “I’m— come on, Buck.”

    Buck frowns a little. “I don’t think it’s silly. I like doing it.” He pulls the markers out, pops the packet open, and places them right in front of Eddie. “We could just try?”

    Eddie glances wearily at the brightly coloured markers, then slides his gaze to Buck’s face, open, trusting and endlessly patient. Eddie’s tummy twists, his breath escaping a little shaky as he nods, small.

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    29 Aug 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 16

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    He was mad about the nap, mad that his drawing was probably ruined, and furious that his arms were stuck. But underneath all that, he didn’t actually want to fight his Shane. He was just so tired.

    Or: Ilya fights naptime with everything he's got, but Shane is right there to make everything okay.

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    28 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 25

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    A night with Baby Shane and his papa.

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    25 Aug 2026

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    Win or lose, his teammates knows better than to try to get Shane to come out after playing Boston. They throw exhausted goodbyes his way as he leaves, but Shane barely hears them—all he can think about is getting behind a closed door with Rozanov.

    Or: an extension of the smash cut slam-fuck scene in episode four's opening montage

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    23 Aug 2026

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    “I want you to use me.”

    Ilya pauses, hot dog halfway to his mouth, his eyebrows scrunching up and holding, even as he finishes taking a bite. The confusion sits there the entire time he’s chewing, looking at Shane expectantly. When Shane doesn’t say anything else, he swallows down his mouthful with a swig of beer and smacks his lips obnoxiously.

    “Use for what?”

    “Sex,” Shane says. He keeps his volume level, resists the urge to drop into a whisper. It feels so wrong to say this sort of stuff with the sunlight on his back. “I want you to use me for sex.”

    “I do not do this already?”

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    23 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 20

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    “Two options,” Ilya says, holding up two fingers. “I will make you come now, or you can put your dick back in your pants, we will get up and get ready to leave for the game. If you get more goals, we will go home and I will make you come however you want. If I get more goals, I pick. Maybe I will let you come down my throat, maybe I will make you wait.”

    Shane stares at him incredulously. “Why would I choose to wait when I could just come right now?” he says.

    Ilya’s grin widens. “You are Shane Hollander,” he says. “Shane Hollander loves challenges. Shane Hollander loves competition. Unless you think you will not get more goals than me?”

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    19 Aug 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane: Why is there another video on my flash drive?

    Lily: I was wondering when u would find that

    Lily: U can watch it but don't touch urself

    ———

    Shane finds another video.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    The touch is gentle and the cream is soothing but that doesn't stop the soft yelp that escapes Shane's lips at the touch. It isn't dissimilar to any other bruise he's gotten in his life, especially playing such a high velocity, full contact sport for a living. Except, those bruises were always angry and gnarled and put there in bouts of aggression and violence.

    The bruises under Ilya's wide, warm palms were put there with love and devotion, with whispered words of degradation chased with the candied edge of praise. Each gently throbbing bruise and slightly raised welt decorating his skin this morning were honeyed kisses placed with perfect precision by the man who Shane has devoted himself to – mind, body, and soul.

    Or, Shane experiences subdrop at an in opportune time and Ilya helps him.

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    12 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    But the physical calendar that Shane stuck up on their fridge was different, it was what Ilya had nicknamed, their sexy Shane calendar. Although they did write some work related events on it to not draw suspicion, it was first and foremost used to indicate when Shane wanted Ilya to use him. For Ilya to take what he wanted, whenever and wherever. This would be indicated by a red square drawn around the numbered date of whichever day Shane has chosen.

    TGIF but make it free use.

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    07 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 37

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    Ilya hasn't acted out while being little, at least not enough to have Shane punish him, and he can't help but wonder how it will go or if Shane will go too far. The best solution is, of course, to test him. He's given a perfect opportunity in the form of a plate of broccoli.

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    30 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 22

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    Cliff gets to deal with Luca's old caregiver.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Shane's favourite time of the day is when he can crawl back into his apartment where he finally gets peace and quiet after a busy day juggling work and med school. His routine is sourly interrupted when a new neighbour moves in next door, being as loud as he is infuriatingly handsome.

    Or,

    Shane Hollander lives a quiet life, Ilya Rozanov wants nothing more than to make him scream.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a straight man. So what if he can't get hard every time he tries to have sex with a woman? So what if he drinks himself silly just so he has an excuse to sneak into his captains bedroom?

    He was straight.

    Right?

    Or

    Shane Hollander is convinced he's straight, Ilya Rozanov convinces him otherwise.

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    22 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 42

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    Shane is not allowed outside when he's little without permission. But when they run out of some groceries, he heads out when Ilya is gone while on the verge of slipping into his headspace. His attempt to hide his rulebreaking does not go to plan.

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    20 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    "Always like this." Ilya doesn't know the best way to put this. English words clunky on his tongue. "Pretty eyes fill up with tears for me."

    Shane's lips part in surprise. Ilya wants to push a finger between them, watch his cheeks hollow out around it, but Shane recovers quickly, mouth flattening before Ilya has a chance.

    "It's—it's a normal response," he says, defensive. "Sometimes peoples' eyes water because of, because of the stimulation." Shane winces. "Or… you know what I mean."

    "Oh, yes." Ilya grins. "The stimulation makes all parts of you wet."

    "Oh, god, Rozanov. That's gross."

    ———
    Ilya's obsessed with seeing Shane cry.

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    17 Jun 2026

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