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    Soon, he’ll be dead. He’ll be dead, because he’s not good enough to be loved. Good enough to be distrusted and thrown aside by his own brother, but not good enough to be loved and cared for by people he considers friends.

    He wishes he could be killed by something else—anything else.

    Why does he have to die from the fact that he is unloved?

    Feeling unloved by those he considers dear, Kaeya develops a case of Hanahaki. Of course, the most logical course of action is to hide that fact from everyone.

    He has five days left.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    There’s a beat of hesitation, but Evan lets go of the red metal and looks headlong into the ground awaiting him.

    All is calm, and he takes a step.

    “What the fuck.” The stillness of the night is shattered to pieces, and Evan scrambles desperately to take hold of the bridge again. The loss of the silence brings about the loss of control, and within moments he’s hyperventilating, hands sweating and heart racing.

    Evan glances over his shoulder and in the darkness can make out a slight, tall figure standing at the very edge of the treeline.

    “I-I’m sorry?” Evan chances in response, eyes on the person as they step forward.

    And, well. Of all the people he expected to see tonight, Connor Murphy was not one of them.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    “Looks like I bit you.” Will tilts his head to get a better look. All Mike can do is stare at him. His fluffy hair at the front, clumped pieces at the back where he’d slid his fingers in a mere few minutes before. His pretty green eyes that look hazel or even brown in this light, the dark circles he gets when he drinks framing them like intricate paintings. A satisfied, bloody smile.

    Mike isn’t satisfied. He swallows thickly, choking down the words 'don’t you want more?'

    Or: Will dresses as a vampire for a college halloween party, but Mike thinks his costume isn’t bloody enough. Will lets him fix it. Mike goes into a crisis.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Will comes out as gay, and this is a surprise to no one except for Mike.

    Mike deals with his myriad of thoughts and feelings about this shocking revelation mainly through math metaphors, because of course he does.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Silence. Hungry, carnivorous—or maybe cavernous, vast and lined with teeth, ready to bite. The quiet before the storm, the gasped breath in before the heart stops. Tragedy tastes bitter. Blood tastes like pennies. Both are in the air, promises coating the tongue. Something bad is about to happen.

    From beneath the bed, something reaches out—a mass of darkness, a shapeless nothing—and it grabs Mike by the wrist, yanks him forward. Mike chokes on a yelp and flails his arm free, blood dripping from where the shadows grabbed him, like the touch of darkness has split him open. He tries to scramble away, unfolds his legs to kick himself back but only makes himself easier, more vulnerable. The unidentifiable mass encircles Mike's ankle, and he screams something agonized, terrified—and then it pulls Mike, clawing at the carpet with his bloodied fingers, under the bed.

    This time, the silence isn't hungry. It's satisfied.

    will starts entering the mindscape in his dreams on the same night that mike gets taken by vecna. this is probably the least confusing part of everything that happens after.

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    30 Jan 2026