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    She often finds herself in the godswood asking the red leaves for absolution, for love from a husband who barely looks at her, for a child to grow inside her. Her prayers remain unanswered.

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    Sansa really shouldn’t message him. It would seem desperate, she thinks, but then that’s always been the case with their set-up. Two lonely people desperate for some distraction.

    He wouldn't have known she'd be in the city. Otherwise, she's convinced he would've already reached out. She heard through the grapevines that he's in the city for his press tour, heard that he's broken up with his blonde co-star, and she only has so much self-restraint.

    She takes another swig off the bottle of wine and thinks ‘fuck it’ before typing out a message. currently in kl. you’re in town?

    Title from: Moves by Suki Waterhouse

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    12 Oct 2025

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    Major changes are underway for Commander Nick Blaine. Will he be able to get through them, back to the woman he loves?

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    12 Jun 2025

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    This story is a slow, interior one. It’s interested less in plot mechanics or quick resolution, and more in what survival leaves behind—in the body, in memory, in relationships that don’t fit neatly anymore.

    I’m writing June’s recovery as nonlinear and often uncomfortable, and the people around her—Nick, Luke, Theo, Rita—are meant to complicate that process rather than solve it. Love here doesn’t erase damage. Safety doesn’t arrive all at once. Some answers take a long time to surface, and some never fully do.

    Nick’s presence in this story is intentional in its restraint. His absence matters as much as his eventual arrival, and when he does appear, it won’t be as a cure or a reward. Choices will stay messy. Feelings will overlap. Growth won’t always look like progress.

    If you’re here for quiet tension, emotional realism, and character-driven exploration, I’m glad you found this. If you’re looking for faster catharsis, I appreciate your patience—I promise the slowness is purposeful.

    Thank you for reading. It means more than you know.

    “This is a non-commercial work of fanfiction based on The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood and its TV adaptation. I do not own the characters or universe.”

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    07 Jun 2025

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    The situationship might be a little crazy but they're not. Just a little unwell. And anyway, you have to find ways to cope with the mess life hands you. It just so happens that working it out in bed with Jon is loads more fun than in therapy.

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    11 May 2025