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    “Fuck, that’s good. You feel so good,” Shane moans above him.

    He pulls him down again, and this time he holds him there, his hands firm on Ilya’s head. Instinctively, Ilya fights it, his throat spasming around the intrusion, and he tries to pull off, but Shane holds him there.

    “Ah, ah. No. That’s not how you say it’s too much. You tap my leg, remember?”

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    Immediate sequel to 'I Keep Telling Myself, I'm not the Desperate Type'
    Stoner frat boy Ilya x cool, jock Shane

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    26 May 2026

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    After Shane's plan to come out to Ilya in Tampa falls through, the pair have a falling out. There is no cottage. Instead, Ilya is forced to wait and see Shane at a charity event being held in New York. Ilya hopes that, after a miserable summer apart, he and Shane can reconcile.

    There's just one problem.

    Jordan Bragg, a forward for the New York Admirals, has also come out as gay. Stunningly handsome, funny, and just what a heartbroken Hollander needs, Jordan makes it clear that Ilya Rozanov isn't the only one after the Metro's star centre.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    “Well?” He raises his eyebrows at Shane after waiting 10 seconds with nothing forthcoming. “What is it? Why you are not looking at me?”

    “I just…I want you to fuck me.”

    “Yes, Hollander. I do that all the time. I could be doing it right now. So what?” The ‘Hollander’ always comes out when they play this game. Ilya can feel the corners of his mouth turning up just a little bit.

    “I just want…to wake up with you fucking me.” Shane says the rest in a rush while looking at Ilya’s hands and then turns his head slightly to judge Ilya’s reaction, same as he always does.

     

    or, the somnophilia fic

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    20 May 2026

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    After Ilya breaks Shane's heart in Sochi, Shane builds a life out of control.

    Three cups. Captaincy. Precision. Routine. Emptiness.

    When no achievement manages to make him feel anything, he turns to a mysterious phone service instead.

    Intimate in ways that should be impossible between strangers. A man who understands exactly how to pull Shane apart without ever touching him. Who gives him structure instead of chaos. Relief instead of performance.

    Shane finds himself pulled toward something he thought he buried years ago.

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    Set 4 years after Sochi, where both Ilya and Shane were left with shattered hearts, this is a story about second chances and being brave enough to trust again. To want anew.

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    14 May 2026

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    Shane is left alone and cold in the stairwell of his apartment, Ilya having just left the sweetest kiss goodbye.
    What if their nights didn't end at this point?...

    Shane took a deep breath in and let the air slowly out through his lips. He didn’t want to move. He just sat, rested his head against the banister. If he moved now, if he went back upstairs - to bed even - the evening would be over. Finished. And he wasn’t ready for that, desperate to stretch the night out for as long as possible...

     

    There are a few notes at the end about some wonderful poetry woven into this writing.
    This is my first post ever on AO3 - I have written this for me, and for you

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    12 May 2026