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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    Yeosang’s heart starts pounding low and heavy, a cold unease too big for the situation creeping in as if from somewhere outside him. It’s just a lamp. He must have forgotten turning it on again. He’s always forgetting things.

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    11 Oct 2025

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    Seonghwa has a life worked out just the way he likes it. He teaches middle school science (and loves it), he hangs out with his best friends San and Wooyoung at the cafe they own, and with those two major sources of chaos in his life, he definitely prefers a nice quiet personal life.

    But when he has a chance meeting with idol Hongjoong at a fansign, he can’t deny there’s a spark between them. (Wooyoung, for his part, is more than happy to encourage this spark along.) Seonghwa doesn’t need the mess of trying to date an idol - really, he doesn’t - but that doesn’t change anything about just how attractive he finds Hongjoong.

    And then Hongjoong has a niece who needs some tutoring after falling behind in school. Surely Seonghwa can help Hongjoong out while keeping his commitment to a mundane life and not letting his attraction turn into anything more, right?

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    24 Jul 2025

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    Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired. 

    Two day rotations between Seoul and Japan—between 3AM boarding calls and sleeping upright in the cramped attendant's seats—are a hellscape made only marginally better by the fact Hongjoong has someone he can take it out on waiting for him when he gets home.

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    09 Jun 2024

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    Yeosang knows he is scarcely more than a pawn in whatever mind games and foreplay that San and Wooyoung engage in. It's not without its own appeal, though, and he has enjoyed playing along.

    After being freed from the Guardian, he has no desire of being played with. However, he discovers he may have been playing a different game than the other two.

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    04 Dec 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    He’s not supposed to have favorites. He knows that. And to a certain degree, he doesn’t.

    But Kang Yeosang, addressed as Whelp in their sessions, does this thing when he smiles where his nose wrinkles and his eyes drop to the floor. He covers his exposed teeth with his strong hands like a sweet girl in an anime. He’s subservient to a worrying degree. A lone wolf who wants nothing more than to be anything but alone.

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    07 Oct 2023