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All of me, huh? Could he do that? He'd done so much in secret for so long, it felt terrifying to drag it all into the light. But for Till? For himself and the chance that this time, maybe, they could be different?
"Yeah."
And then Till looked over his shoulder, caught Ivan's gaze and held it. "Thank you. I know I'm really late in saying it. But I'm also really, really happy that I still have the chance to say it at all."
Till believed Ivan died sacrificing himself for him. Ivan believed Till died in the fiery destruction of the Alien Stage.
And neither knew that the other survived.
Eight years later, Till has settled into caring for the children he'd rescued from the Alien Stage Museum with the help of the rest of the Rebellion, while Ivan continues working to fulfill what he believes would have been Till's last wish. When they're reunited, they have the chance to say everything they should have said once upon a time and to discover the mutual love that once eluded them. But only if they can overcome all the scars that mark them.
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- Part 1 of The Absence of Stars
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12 Aug 2026
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Luka is a star—adored, ethereal, and on the verge of collapse. The stage demands perfection, the fans want a show, and his rivals are watching his every move.
Flirting with Till keeps the crowd screaming. Ivan, cold and unreadable, watches every move.
In a world built on illusion, vulnerability could be the most dangerous performance of all.
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26 Jul 2026
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Two unrequited lovers escape and find each other by IlikeREADINGbutIhavenoTIME
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
17 Sep 2026
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An au where after Till doesn't escape with Ivan... in Black Sorrow. Luka finds Ivan and they escape together and join the rebels.
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26 Jul 2026
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Ivan wakes up in a normal college AU after dreaming every Alien Stage timeline he’s ever died in.
Then Luka casually admits he’s been remembering them too.
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07 Jul 2026
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Strong arms locked around Till, holding him back, but the insanity came in violent spasms. He needed to hear his voice again. Sickness festered in his gut until it coursed through his constricted throat; it burned as his voice clawed out. “I…van…”
His hand lashed out again, viciously pointing, panic boiling in his chest. “Iva…n.”
✿ Or: Eight years after the Alien Stage was blown up, Till has found some semblance of peace with the rebels. But, of course, fate decides to fuck with him. He searches for Ivan.
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22 Jun 2026