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    “Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”

    “Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.

    “How do you know?”

    Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.

    That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.

    “He has to know,” Andrew says.

    “Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”

    Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.

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    “You asked me what my favourite dinosaur was multiple times during the night we met.”

    Chuuya frowns. “I did not.”

    “You did.”

    “… well, what was your answer?”

    “I never gave one.”

    “Good. You have another chance.”

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    OR in which dazai meets shitfaced chuuya at a college party, freshly out of a breakup. Skk ensues

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Dazai isn't who he really says he is. Let's see how the rest of the cast react to this information and how Dazai confronts his trauma and learns to forgive, how to leave Odysseus is the past and live his immortal life as Dazai.

    Please leave comments, they mean a lot to me and I do read them. This is also cross posted to Wattpad under the same account name.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Osamu Dazai was 13 when he became a junior in highschool.

    He was a genius, though you wouldn’t think so at first glance, and to keep him a freshman would be holding him back, along with his classmates… though, despite his intelligence, he was still childish as ever, and so most of his junior classmates avoided him or disliked him.

    Most, as in, all besides one. Named Sakunosuke Oda, or as Dazai liked to call him, Odasaku.

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    BSD highschool au! Centered around the dark era trio. I had to change some age differences so it would work.

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    Magnus is a florist and Alex is an artist

    oh and there only one bed but its not a big thing

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    15 Mar 2026