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  1. Rec 34

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    Beomgyu’s always had his father’s attention.

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    06 May 2025

  2. Rec 28

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    Beomgyu opens himself up—literally, spiritually, completely—and says it’s all for him.
    Soobin doesn’t correct him.

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    04 Jul 2025

  3. Rec 8

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    “Have you ever wondered about me?”

    The answer of ‘always’ stays stuck in Beomgyu's throat. He keeps it there knowing nothing good will come if he lets it float out of his mouth and towards Soobin who stays waiting. “Not really,” He says instead. It comes with a light short laugh like he wants their air tension to dissipate, “never.” It’s quiet. Unbelievable and most of all coils with regret because Beomgyu has to even ball up his fist to get enough strength to spit it out, only for it to dangle off his tongue through a failed attempt of a wavering whisper.

    A retort from the taller male doesn’t arrive straightaway. He only staggers and continues to go down the flight of steps, with light feet and slow like he’s waiting for Beomgyu to follow him.
    “Aren’t you going to ask if I did?”

    tldr; Beomgyu bumps into Soobin when he pays his hometown a visits. In between his cold facade of pretending like his heart doesn't race the pace as it used to when they were younger, Beomgyu finds himself back in the arms of the elder's embrace. But not for too long. Not when now the space between Soobin's arms isn't for Beomgyu anymore.

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    04 Jul 2025

  4. Rec 4

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    In a world indifferent to grief, Beomgyu becomes the residue of what they once were, half flesh, half aftermath.

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    27 Jun 2025

  5. Rec 22

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    ‘If I chase you, what do I get at the end?’ Soobin asks, her irises growing darker in colour and the firm grip of her hand around Beomgyu's wrist is the only thing affirming her that this is real.

    ‘You get me.’

    Soobin's hand untangles from her wrist and she says, ‘Then run.’

    Deep into the woods, Beomgyu’s bones obtain a new shadow.

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    22 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fem Alpha Soobin makes Bamie (and me) discover Things