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    “Ne, Odasaku? If you had something precious, truly, uniquely precious, something that you feared you could not live without…how would you protect it?”

    Chuuya’s words echoed achingly in Dazai’s head, in his chest. The last time Dazai had been ‘discovered’ like that, called out on his incessant tomfoolery, he had tried to pull his unmasker as close as possible. It didn’t end well.
    And then, there was that horrible moment where Chuuya had leaned in, stared into Dazai’s soul. Fuck, but Dazai had thought something very, very stupid. He’d looked at Chuuya’s eyes looking back at him, fixated on Chuuya’s sharp frown and thought, I could kiss him.
    All these days he’d been thinking I hate Chuuya, Chuuya makes me miserable, Chuuya is the worst, never quite noticing that finally, for the first time…
    He wanted something.
    Wanted.
    Want…
    I want something?
    The boy who can have nothing determined once again to have something; Tantalus forever reaching for food and water that he was cursed to repel for all eternity.
    And yet, eventually, the fool always reached again.
    I want something.
    I want Chuuya.

    Or, five times Dazai and Chuuya almost kissed, and one time they finally did.

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    14 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is... it's so good 🥹🥹

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    “Dazai-san, you’re staring.” Atsushi noticed, finding a spot over the railing next to Dazai. “Hm. I guess so.” He replied, not looking away from the rink. Just for a moment, the brunet’s eyes reflected the bright light from the overhead lights, a bright glow engulfing them. “It’s not that often I have the time to see you guys act so barbaric, it’s very entertaining.”

    Atsushi gave the other a light shove. “Is that really what you’re here to see?”

    Annoyed, Dazai moved his gaze with narrow eyes towards Atsushi. Before he could shoot back at him, a loud yell from the rink interrupted them. “THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT, YOU LOUSY PILE OF BANDAGES?!”

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    Where after losing a bet, Nakahara Chuuya, a skilled but short-tempered hockey player, is forced to train with Dazai Osamu , the most annoying figure skater he had the misfortune to meet.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Uhhh my comment in the last chapter says enough i think. I don't know how bookmark works it's my first time making one even though i've used ao3 for years