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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    “Don’t be mad,” Eddie starts.

    “Why would I be mad?” is Buck‘s immediate response. “I just want to make sure you know you’re loved. You’re incredibly loveable.”

    Eddie gives him a look.

    “That’s not exactly the kind of love I was referring to,” Eddie says slowly.

    Buck looks confused.

    “What do you—”

    “Think more,” Eddie suggests. “Bigger.”

    “I love you… a lot?” Buck says hesitantly. “Is that what you—”

    “Jesus Christ," Eddie swears, burying his face in his hands for a moment before looking back at Buck. “Think gay.”

    Think gay?

    Wow.

    Maybe he’s more tired than he thought.

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    02 May 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    Eddie overhears a conversation between Christopher and Theo, and he daydreams.

    Some 9x18 spec, based on spoilers. A coda (sort of).

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    02 May 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 66

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    When Bobby is forced to take emergency leave, the last person anyone expects to step up as interim captain of the 118 is Evan Buckley.
    The last person Buck expects is himself.

    But with a badge, a clipboard, and just enough authority to be dangerous, Buck decides to do what he does best: take care of his people… even if it means bending a few rules, re-writing a few others, and accidentally becoming the most chaotic captain the 118 has ever seen.

    Eddie thinks this is a terrible idea.

    Eddie is also deeply, helplessly in love with him.

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    02 May 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 35

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    He'd spent so long worrying about Theo being too much for Eddie to handle, the familiar type of worry that Buck livid with in himself daily… He hadn't prepared for how he'll feel when it's not a problem at all. Buck slides his phone out of his pocket, his hands shaking as he takes a photo of the sight. He never wanted to lose this moment.

    Buck quickly tried to shove the tears that were beginning to fall down his cheeks away, as Eddie blinked awake.

    The feeling almost does Buck under.

    OR; Buck has his first shift back at work since taking Theo in his care. Eddie steps up to the 'challenge' to help the man he loves. And just like loving Buck, he finds it's not much of a challenge at all.

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    02 May 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    post-episode 915

    christopher finds a way to help.

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    02 May 2026

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