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  1. Rec *

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    But, look, Riki may be oblivious but he is not stupid. Two plus two equals four. Thirty-four plus thirty-five equals sixty-nine. And apparently Jake plus Heeseung in a locked room equals sex.

    alt. What Riki wants, Riki gets.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    this is genuinely one of the best enhypen omegaverse smut fics i ever read. sad i didn’t see it sooner.

  2. Rec 9

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    He shines on stage with a grin so radiant it's almost believable. Behind closed doors, that smile fades into silence. And eventually, silence becomes something darker.

    He's hurting. But no one knows.
    He's breaking. But no one sees.
    Not even Park Sunghoon, the boy who's supposed to be his sworn enemy, the boy Jake has loathed and longed for since I-LAND. The boy who doesn't realize that his sharp words and cold indifference have left scars far deeper than anyone expected.

    What starts as tension between enemies slowly burns into something raw, something real and something terrifying.

    When the weight of depression grows too heavy, Jake begins to spiral into the lowest point of his life. He goes through therapy, isolation, self harm, and a rooftop visit where everything stops in peace.

    But he's not alone.
    Because love, real love, doesn't arrive gently.
    It crashes.
    And even then, it still stays.

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    09 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    Something had changed.

    A different look, hearts beating faster and unfinished drawings.

    Maybe Hyunjin and Felix crossed a line in their friendship, and maybe they didn't want to go back.

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    12 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    Jake gets overworked and overwhelmed, and needles are scary. Thankfully, he has his members to stay with him and make it all better.

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    09 Jul 2025

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    Yeosang has been training as a bodyguard his entire life in an illegal underground agency. He doesn't know where he came from, or even who he really is, just how to fight, kill and protect. But for years he has been passed over at auction because he wasn't an Alpha, and he has given up hope of ever being free.
    That is until the most influential pack in Seoul are starstruck by the small Beta and decide to purchase him as their new bodyguard.
    But pretty quickly the Ateez pack realize that to them, this little Beta is so much more than they thought. Maybe they want this young man to be more than just their bodyguard. And as they slowly break down this strange boy's walls, they discover years and years of loneliness, abuse and secrets.
    Now, they are determined to give Yeosang the love, attention and respect he has been deprived of for his entire life.

     

    But lurking in the background someone from the Agency isn't quite ready to let Yeosang go, and danger follows.

    Or

    A lonely and traumatized Yeosang learns that he is worthy of love and happiness

    (TW for later on: Rape/non-con) I will provide a warning on each chapter with this, and they can be skipped)

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    17 Mar 2025