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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    The way his fingers had brushed against his sternum when he had lifted up his necklace, like he was trying to gauge the worth of the metal. The way his eyes had roved up to his face and settled there...

    Till chucked the pillow to the far side of the room, then stared at the ceiling. Ugh, that nervous fluttery feeling in his stomach. Seriously, his body had to be on the fritz or something, because if Ivan had been a girl, Till would have easily mistaken this feeling for attraction. That was stupid though, because when he looked at Mizi he didn't get anything this intense. Was it fear, then? Indigestion? He probably needed more sleep.

    or: Till gets a new roommate who may or may not be flirting with him, and he may or may not be sort of into it

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    15 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 84

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    Excerpt from Chapter 9:

     

    “Till lightly placed his fingers on Ivan's shoulder, bending over slightly to close in to his face, "Pervert." He breathed out, the click of Till taking off the belt on his waist drawing in Ivan's eyes. The holster that held pens and other miscellaneous things fell to their feet. Till's arms wrapped themselves around Ivan's neck and hooked his left leg over his lap, then his right leg followed. Ivan's eyes widened when Till looked up at him, sitting prettily on his lap. Ivan blinked, his hands twitching on the armrest.

    Till smirked at his dumbfounded expression. The guitarist unwrapped his arms from his neck and snaked his hands around Ivan's large wrists digging under Ivan's gloves and slipping them off, bringing calloused palms to his exposed stomach, slowly dragging them up his torso. Till flexed a bit when Ivan's rough thumbs grazed his nipples lightly. It was then Till let go of Ivan's wrists and lifted his arms and the large man knew to take off the annoying fabric.”

     

     

    (Mafia Exec Ivan x Aspiring artist/stripper Till)

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    19 Oct 2025

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    Fifteen minutes.
    The time left until the final class of the day so he can return to his dorm.
    His foot is tapping the ground impatiently as he checks the time from his phone. The sun is bright and up, the campus is impossibly loud with everyone trying to make the most of the nice weather. But not Till. He very much prefers this small shadowed place he found near the building where he has his class in– Alone, and a cigarette between his fingers to pass the time.

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    “Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”

    Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.

    “It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”

    He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.

    “Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.

    “Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”

    It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.

    But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.

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  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    AMONGST THIS CLUSTER OF EVERYTHING IN AN ENDLESS POSSIBILITY OF NOTHING, YOU EXIST AS JUST ANOTHER SOMETHING.

     

    years have passed, but l/n y/n's feelings remained all the same. throughout his life, he relies on them as if he's a star depending on its mass to live. yet, he refuses to let them consume him as a whole like he's repulsed by them. however, when he fails to fight the inward pull of gravity's relentless force, he's led to an impulsive decision that might just collapse him under his own weight.

    OR, ego has an assistant. but his striking though enigmatic charm is none as complicated as it seems.

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    08 Feb 2025