anexistence
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Come along with @anexistence and @plantinghobbies as we explore a six-part February angst challenge that nobody asked for but us. If you need a little pallet cleanser in between amazing V-day fluff, you’ve come to the right place!
Parts will be posted every few days, feedback feeds us!
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half agony, half hope by gingerbat
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
19 Oct 2022
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Sophie had never expected to see Benedict Bridgerton again, not after she had been so stupidly persuaded to decline his marriage proposal almost seven years ago. Unfortunately (or fortunately) for them both, a wedding sees them reunited.
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08 Feb 2026
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i've been waiting my whole life to know i wanted you by orphan_account
Fandoms: Anne with an E (TV), Anne of Green Gables - L. M. Montgomery
29 Jan 2019
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“Of course, I remember it,” she spits out. “You humiliated me. Mr. Philips tortured me.”
“Yes,” he says, apology clear in his voice. “I just wanted to say that your hair has never been the colour of carrots.” There’s a silence, and he can’t help it when he leans forwards, looping one of her locks of hair around his finger. It’s soft, and such a vivid red that he wonders how he ever could’ve been so foolish to call her carrots; it’s the colour of everything he’s ever loved in the world, reminds him of the colour his dad’s nose would go in the winter and the setting sun.
Anne’s simply staring up at him with wide, shocked eyes and he can’t say those things to her, can’t tell her such things. So, he simply finishes with, “It’s pretty.”
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Gilbert Blythe only returns to Avonlea when he is 23, unexpecting of anything except a general feeling of returning home. Falling back in love with a girl he left behind seven years ago was definitely not in the cards.
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20 Dec 2025
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My Words Were Seeds of Fire by vocallywritten
Fandoms: Anne with an E (TV), Anne of Green Gables - L. M. Montgomery
24 Jul 2018
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Anne and Cole accidentally let it slip that they are sort of engaged and it all goes downhill from there.
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- Part 2 of What's Invisible to the Eye
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09 Dec 2025
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“Afraid and shy, I let my chance go by-- a chance that you might love me too...”
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Gilbert entertains the fleeting notion that perhaps going away for university will help him get over his feelings for Anne. Instead, they find themselves growing closer than ever before-- but will it be too late by the time he finally plucks up the courage to tell Anne exactly how he feels about her? [part of a series, but can definitely be read as a stand alone!]
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- Part 5 of Love Is A Mixtape
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01 Dec 2025
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Portrait of the Opera Writer as a Madman by thenonmousing
Fandoms: Little Women (2019 Movie - Gerwig)
02 Mar 2024
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"It is pathetic, this newly responsible Theodore Lawrence. It's a tribute to her. A pie-in-the-sky dream that she will turn down Fred and come to him instead and Laurie will kneel down before her and tell her that he has been good, really, really, he has, Saint Amy, won't you forgive me?
Except this time he will say it earnestly. This time he will let his eyes meet hers and he will grasp her hand like he should always have done, like he can't bear to let it go."
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Laurie falls for Amy, in France and after;
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25 Oct 2025