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i have loved you since we were eighteen by antliiae
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
18 Feb 2026
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“I just wanted to—”
“To talk? You thought sitting here, all sad and tragic, in our spot, would spark some nostalgia?” Chuuya scoffed. “That I’d come
running back like some pathetic—God, I can’t believe I even came down here.”“I know you hate me,” Dazai said, standing up. “But—”
“Hate you?” Chuuya tilted his head, as if he was considering it, with the kind of detachment that hurt worse than fury. “Nah. I hated you for about two years. Now I just… don’t really think about you at all. Or at least I didn’t, until you decided to make a grand comeback no one fucking asked for.”
or, dazai comes back to his hometown at twenty-two, four years after leaving Chuuya without a word, trying to fix what he broke between them. In which, he isn’t particularly good at.
small town childhood friends to lovers to messy exes to... we'll see about that. -
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And gradually, Dazai had learned to love this existence, at least as much as immorality could be loved by someone who had never wanted to live in the first place. He had learned to love the hunt, the kill, the endless nights. And he had learned to love Chuuya again, or perhaps for the first time in this new form.
And Chuuya? Chuuya had learned that he would do anything, anything, to keep that love. To watch Dazai indulge in the pleasures this cursed life had to offer, to see his eyes light up with manic ecstasy as he fed. To hold him in the aftermath, blood smeared across marble floors and his pale skin, when the world felt as if it was reduced to something that belonged only to them. To feel his slim fingers tighten around his wrists. To feel his cold lips on his body, marking him the way an artist signed his finest work.
So if Dazai wanted a villa with a stream and an apple orchard, then Chuuya would gladly empty it of every living soul and hand it to him like a gift.
or—vampires skk in the victorian era, emptying a spanish villa from its owners, and drowning in each other while blood drips from their lips. featuring chuuya's obsession bordering on violence, even for vampire standards.
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Dazai ignored him, draping one sheet over his own head and positioning the eye holes. Chuuya just looked at him wide eyed, as if he was wondering which mental facility would be best to put him in.
“We’re going trick-or-treating,” Dazai announced, his voice muffled through the fabric.
“You’ve finally fucking lost it,” Chuuya said, letting out a dry laugh. “You’ve actually gone insane.”
“I was already insane, that’s old news,” Dazai shot back, picking up the other sheet and shoving it into Chuuya’s hands. “It’s a ghost costume. Put it on.”
or: Chuuya’s been moping around ever since the Flags died. Dazai is annoyed and tired of it—so obviously, the logical solution is to drag his stupid partner trick-or-treating. It may or may not end with Dazai’s questionable attempt to talk Chuuya through his grief (and nearly getting hit by a branch).
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how we're ending (our last dance together) by antliiae
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
05 Sep 2025
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“You won’t try to kill yourself again. Even if your mind screams at you, you won’t be able to. Your body won’t cooperate. You won’t be able to hurt yourself or purposely let others hurt you. You won’t die as long as you desire death or unless I personally let you."
Dazai’s breath hitched, and his eyes widened in disbelief. “No, you can’t—”
Then he felt it—something like a subtle shift somewhere inside him. He couldn’t pinpoint where the sensation started or ended, but it was there. And just as quickly as it happened, it went away, as if it had already sealed itself in him, became a part of him.
“What did you just do to me?” he asked, the words barely making it past his throat, more accusation than question.
“Saved you. You’ll probably hate me for it, but that’s what it was.”
or, Vampire!Chuuya finds Dazai on the verge of death, and uses mind compulsion to make him unable to try to end his life ever again. After that, he disappears, leaving Dazai alone for two years of nothing but hatred and resentment toward the vampire who violated his will and trapped him in the pathetic existence people call life. Until, when Chuuya’s the one in need of help, their paths cross again.
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further apart, the closer that we are by antliiae
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
01 Aug 2025
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“He laughed all the way back,” Chuuya muttered, voice muffled against the table. “And in the end, he still came up with a plan to finish the mission perfectly. Fucking asshole.”
He lifted his head again, blinking blearily at the others. Their expressions were dead serious now—awkward, even. Hirotsu stared into his drink like it might offer him a way out of the moment. Chuuya frowned. What was up with them?
“Why aren’t you laughing?” Chuuya asked, his voice slightly slurred. “You always do. Make fun of me for bringing up this idiot at every meeting.”
Tachihara opened his mouth to say something, but closed it just as quickly.
“Right,” Chuuya let out a dry laugh, downing another glass. “It’s because he’s dead, isn’t he?"
or, for two years, chuuya thinks dazai is dead after he leaves the mafia.